by Bone Tree
Bonetree@aol.com
 

RATING:  Story itself, PG13 (language, violence); Epilogue is
NC17 (younger folks can skip the epilogue and still get the
story.)

CATEGORY:  S, A

SPOILERS:  Everything through season six.  Esp. all "Emily"
episodes, including "All Souls."  Vague reference to FTF.

KEYWORDS:  MSR, Angst

SUMMARY:  A harrowing night in the Virginia mountains
makes Mulder and Scully relive parts of their past and
rethink their future.

ARCHIVE:  Yes, but please keep my name attached and
let me know where it's going.  Okay to archive at
Gossamer and to Spookys Site.

FEEDBACK:  Of course.

DISCLAIMER:  The following is a work of fiction.  The
characters of Mulder, Scully, Skinner, Kimberly, Maggie
Scully and Emily (did I forget anyone?  I hope not.) are
the property of 1013 Productions, Chris Carter, and Fox.
No copyright infringement is intended, and no profit is
being made from the use of these characters.  All other
characters are my own creation and they, along with the
story in this form, are the intellectual property of the holder
of the above AOL account.  The lyrics of Patsy Cline's songs
"Crazy" and "Sweet Dreams" are, as near as I can figure,
the property of Decca Records, copyright 1960, 1961, and
1963.  The epigraph is from Maura O'Connell's "Helpless
Heart," copyright Warner Brother's records, 1989.

THANKS to:  Sheri, Beth and Gin for reading this first and
urging me to post it (this is my first fanfiction...).  And to Per
Jonsson for his/her wonderful site on Patsy Cline and her
discography (www.patsy.nu).

NOTE:  The punctuation marks <<>> indicate that the text
within them is in italics.

Here it goes....hope I formatted this right.  My apologies
in advance if there are any problems with that.

GOSHEN

Your light is brighter than
anything I've ever seen....
                  -- Gerry O'Bierne, "Western Highway"

AFTON DINER
AFTON, VA
11:03 p.m.

       Jimmy Meredith stood up from his customary stool,
hiking up his navy blue Wranglers and tucking the light
denim shirt in tight in the back.  He reached for his wallet,
opened it and dropped seven crisp one dollar bills onto
the counter, nodding to Sharon Winston, who was cutting
a wedge of pie from the thick lemon meringue on the
counter in front of her.

       "You off, Jimmy?" she asked, her voice tired, a drawl
that blended in perfectly with Patsy Cline as "Crazy" drifted
from the radio beside her.

     "I reckon," Meredith said, reaching for his Braves cap.
"Not getting any closer to Harrisonburg sitting here with you."

       He tucked his wallet back into his back pocket, patted
himself down.

       "On the counter," Sharon offered, pointing towards the
debris of Meredith's salisbury steak and coffee dinner.
 

       "Ah."  He picked up the pack of Salems and the lighter,
tapped one out and hooked it into his mouth.  He turned to
Sharon, his arms out to his sides.  "How do I look, darling?"

       "Fan-tastic."  Sharon smiled reluctantly, set the wedge
of pie on a saucer and picked up a fork, averting her eyes.

      "Someday you're going to come to your senses,"
Meredith said, shaking his head.
 

       "Uh huh.  Someday all your bad luck will start changing."
It was an almost weekly ritual for the two of them, and though
it used to get on her nerves, Sharon now found some
measure of comfort in it.

     Now she did look up at him, into his blue eyes set deep
in his craggy features, gleaming with boyish, mischievous
light.

       "You drive careful up there, Jimmy," she said, her voice
kind now.

       "Always do.  See you next week."  He winked as he turned
and disappeared out the door.

     Outside in the parking lot, Jimmy Meredith lit his Salem
and strode through the parking lot towards the steel grey cab
of his eighteen wheeler.  Hauling himself up into it, he turned
the engine over and listened to it bluster to life in the
darkness of the lot.

       Behind him, the empty trailer was bathed in moonlight
and seemed almost to give off an otherworldy glow in his
sideview mirror.  Throwing the truck into gear, Meredith
nosed out of the parking lot and onto the nearly deserted
highway to begin the long ascent up Afton Mountain.

********

AFTON MOUNTAIN

11:36 p.m.

     "Mulder, put it back."

     Special Agent Dana Scully, Federal Bureau of Investiga-
tion, shot her partner an irritated look from the driver's seat
of the rented Ford Explorer, but didn't take her hands off the
steering wheel as the SUV pushed through the darkness.
Night clung to the sides of the car, their headlights the only
lights for as far as she could see.

     Beside her, Fox Mulder put on his best innocent face,
sunk lower into the seat, tucking his hands into the pockets
of his leather coat.

     "Scully, that was COUNTRY music," he replied adamantly,
though a smile tugged at his lips.

     "THAT," the redhead replied, cutting off her partner's
familiar tirade, "was PatsyCline.  Now put it back."

     Grumbling to himself, Mulder reached over and tapped
the radio's tuner through a field of static and back onto the
mellow female voice, talking about being <<Crazy, crazy for
feeling so lonely...>>

     They listened in silence for a verse or two, then Mulder
cleared his throat.  "I hate being in these podunk places with
only country stations," he complained, though his heart was
only half in it.  For one, the music wasn't really half bad -- he
liked the woman's voice, the lyrics floating from the speakers
into the engine sounds around him.  For another, he didn't
really want to get his partner riled about anything.  It was late,
they were driving through the mountains of Virginia, sheer
dropoffs just off the truck to his side, with over four hours of
driving left until they reached his place in Alexandria.

     Plus Scully had been out of sorts with him all day.

     He didn't want to push his luck.

     For her part, Scully seemed to be ignoring him, humming
along under her breath.  Her lack of response sent Mulder's
curiosity about her mood a notch higher into concern.  She
hadn't been herself at all, and her refusal to give him shit
about whining to her while she was driving was even more
of an indication.

       Finally he turned to her, studied her profile in the
dashboard lights for a beat.  She looked alright (alright, hell,
she's beautiful, he caught himself thinking, then squelched
the thought instantly) -- her hair in its neat curve around her
face above the collar of her dark trench coat, her eyes clear
and wide.  But there was a grim set to her mouth, and fatigue
clung to the corners of her eyes, as though she hadn't slept
in a few nights.  He wondered if the time with her family for
Christmas, only a few days before, hadn't been as easy as
she'd told him.  He took a breath and decided to risk it.

     "Hey Scully?"  he asked softly.

     "Yes, Mulder."   They rounded one of the switchback
corners that would take them another notch higher into the
mountains, Scully guiding the heavy vehicle slowly and
carefully.

     "Are you okay?"

     She didn't take her eyes off the road; there was a beat
before she said:  "I'm fine, Mulder," the response that Mulder
both expected and despised.

     <<Thanks for the stiff arm, Scully....>>

     Now the choice:  drop it as she intended, or press?

     "You've just seemed...I don't know...like something might
be bothering you."  He lost his nerve with every word, his
voice ending up sounded too meek, too tentative, to his own
ears.

       "Was it your visit with your family?"

      Christmas with the Scully family.  Visions of Bill Scully, Jr.
danced in his head, the man who had once called him a
"sorry son-of-a-bitch."  And Mulder to this day believed him.
At least as it related to the woman beside him and his
relationship with her.

     "No," Scully replied, her voice quiet, flat, and far away, as
though she were thinking of something else entirely.  "They
were fine.  It was a good visit."

     He rolled the words over in his mind, as he would hold
something in his mouth to really taste it.  <<Nope.  Not giving
away anything there, either, eh, Scully?>>

     "Well, was it something about this case?"

     Now she did venture a look at him, fatigue and irritation
mingling in her expression.  But there was something else
there, too, for an instant.  Something that Mulder instantly
recognized as being a kin of desperation.

     "I'm fine, okay, Mulder?  It's nothing.  Nothing is wrong.
Now can we just drop it?"

    He winced inwardly, looked away, at the twin triangles of
pavement scrolling ahead of them.  "Alright.  Sure....I just...."

    "I know what you were doing, but it's not my family and it's
not the case; it's nothing.  There's nothing wrong."   She
blew out an exasperated breath, guided the truck around
another turn, slowing as the caution lights lit up her face in an
orange glow.

     He looked at her again, his concern now notched even
higher.  Who was she trying to convince?  Him, or herself?
He asked her just that as the truck continued up, on a
straightaway now.

     Her only response was to reach over and turn the radio up,
loud enough to stifle any further conversation.  He shook his
head and returned his gaze to the road, the orange curve
warning blinking far up ahead of them, the darkness pressing
in around them.

***********

     "Just about twelve midnight, and that was, of course,
Patsy Cline with  Crazy' from back in 1961, went all the way
to number two on the Billboard Charts that year and part of
our Artist Tribute Hour tonight on WKHO....Coming up, one
of her final hits,  'Sweet Dreams,' after these words from our
sponsor, Lacey's Hardware...."

      Jimmy Meredith rounded the corner, gunned the eighteen
wheeler up the straightaway.  The truck roared up the narrow
stretch, unencumbered by its empty trailer, picking up speed.
Meredith smiled; the trip wouldn't take the usual two hours,
since he could actually make decent time without the weight
of all the feed he'd been carrying over the mountain from
Charlottesville.

     He sat back, turned up the radio, listening to the
advertisement for Weber Grills drone from the truck's single
speaker, reached in his pocket and pulled out another Salem.
Tapping the pack on the steering wheel, he pulled out the
nub and groped for his lighter.  It flamed brightly in the truck's 
dim cabin, illuminating his face, then went out.

*********

     "Sweeeeet Dreams....of you....."

      Mulder quirked a smile, stole a glance at Scully.  "Hey,
look," he quipped.  "One station in all of Western Virginia and
they don't play anything but Patsy Cline."

     Scully smiled despite herself.  He really was trying.  She
knew that.  And his concern for her was so strong it was
almost like a physical presence in the truck's cabin. She
found it distracting, and yet made no move to lessen it.   There
was just too much to say, too much close to the surface, too
close.

     The image of the tiny headstone, the single bouquet of
sad, pink sweetheart roses that she had placed gently on the
letters of her name, carved into the white of the marble like
scars.  That was all she could think about.  She had not gone
the last year at Christmas, stayed in D.C. with her mother
and Mulder.  But this year, in San Diego with Bill and his
family, she had thought that she had been ready to go.  And
she had been wrong.

     <<Emily...Please forgive me....>>

     The thought came unbidden, her eyes instantly burning
with tears.  She swallowed them down, one hand coming off
the steering wheel to cover her lips, to stop them should
they begin to tremble and give her away.

     <<Not here....not in front of Mulder.>>

     If he noticed the movement, the subtle shift in her control,
he gave no indication.  He simply hunkered down a bit more
in the seat, leaning against  the door as he did so.  She saw
his eyes close, and was relieved.

     It wasn't that she didn't trust him with her emotions --
she'd probably trusted him with more of herself than anyone
else in her life.  But with this....this was one of the places
where she knew without a shadow of a doubt that her silence
was because she trusted him, loved him, she admitted
finally, too much.  This was the topic about which they rarely
spoke, because it hurt them both more than either wanted
to admit -- to themselves or each other.

     She remembered the two of them in the police station on
All Soul's Day the year before, the case of the four young girls
who'd been found with their eyes seared out, their hands
cupping the air in front of them in what she could only call
ecstasy.  It had taken her awhile to call them angels, but that
was what, at least in her own private thoughts, she called
them now.  That day in the police station when he'd
questioned, for perhaps the first time, her objectivity, and
she'd been forced to tell him what she'd seen:  Emily, in a
vision, laying in one of the girls' place on the autopsy table,
her small voice:

        <<Mommy, please....>>

        She could still feel his arm around her, the gentle but
insistent pressure of his hand as it squeezed her shoulder.
She could see the pain set into his features, his eyes
filled with it at the mention of Emily's name.  She had
regretted the admission instantly, swallowed down the
emotion, if only to be spared the agony of watching his
face -- the sorrow, the anger, and worst of all, the blame
he had laid on himself for all of it  -- her abduction; her
sterility; and Emily, her illness and her death.  She'd vowed
never to speak of it again.

     She'd gone to the grave on Christmas day, after Mass,
alone, though her mother had wanted to come.  There in
front of the headstone, she'd set the flowers down and she
hadn't wept, and hated herself for it.  She'd walked back to
the car, gotten in and driven home, flown back to Washington
the next day and buried herself in work, in the questionable
case she and Mulder had found in the mountains of West
Virginia.

     The case, like most things in her life, she thought gloomily,
had yielded nothing.

     Behind her, a sudden movement of headlights, another
car coming around the turn they'd just negotiated.  It caught
her eye for two reasons:  first, it was the only other vehicle
she'd seen in a long time; and second, the car was flying.
She could tell by the whip of the headlights that the car had
skidded around the curve.

     She watched it as it approached, closing in on them, her
brow wrinkling in concern.  Whoever was driving that car was
clearly out of control, drunk or on a joy ride or on the run from
something.  She slowed unconsciously, held the truck steady
to be as predictable an object as possible.  Maybe whoever
was driving would slow down? Or at least she'd be going
slowly enough that the car could pass them well ahead of
the next switchback.

     The engine roar of the approaching vehicle finally
overpowered the song on the radio and Mulder opened his
eyes as the headlights glared into the truck.  He turned
and looked at it as Scully's eye shifted nervously between
the road and the rear view mirror.

     "I'm slowing down," she said, reading his mind.

     Mulder watched for a beat.  "Yeah, he's going around."

      And the headlights swung to her left suddenly, raking
the lane beside her as the car screamed by.  Without knowing
it, Scully let out the breath she had been holding and the tail
lights shrunk in front of her.

     "You okay?"  Mulder asked.  His eyes were wide awake
now; it had scared him, too.

     "Yeah, I'm okay.  But that guy...he's going to kill someone
driving like that up here."   She gripped the steering wheel
harder as the taillights disappeared around the corner.
 

    "As long as it's just himself," Mulder said dryly, and settled
back down.

**********

     " Instead of having....sweet dreams...about you...."

      Meredith was thinking about his first wife, Debbie, the
woman who had been with him the first time he'd heard this
song back in 1963 and spitting out the window when he saw
the first glimmer of headlights on the reflectors around the
curve. He had already started to slow down for the hairpin
turn, but was a good ways from it and still coming up the hill
at a good clip when he saw the car come tearing around the
corner, squealing tires around the turn.

     "Stupid son-of-a-bitch..." he swore, leaned on the cord to
blow his horn and let it fly in an angry, long note that seemed
to howl off the mountains around him.  The car kept coming,
out of control, its back end fishtailing wildly as the car slid
sideways, into his lane, coming straight for him.

     He swore, grabbed the huge wheel with both hands and
made the split second decision -- drop off, or sheer wall --
the one he'd hoped he'd never have to make but that his mind
seemed suddenly ready to.  He turned onto the shoulder,
towards the wall, begging God and Jesus and whoever else
might be listening for enough clearance to get out the way,
and slammed the brakes down hard enough that smoke
rose from the front end of the cab.

     The noise was amazing.  The car squealing shrilly towards
him, the brakes screaming, the big engine rumbling
underneath him.  He noted all this almost calmly as he
realized that the car was going to hit, hit HIM, and then an
instant later it did, crushing into the truck's huge front end
hard with a sound like one of the boomers on the fourth of
July when he was a kid, smashing the truck's cab sideways
into the wall and tossing Meredith into the passenger seat
like a rag doll.  The truck jackknifed, the car now pinned
between the big truck's cabin and the wall, the truck's weight
and speed dragging them both forward now, sparks raining
into the night air around the cab as they careened along the
shoulder.  As the truck bent itself in half, the empty trailer
snapped off its hitch, the back wheels and trailer spinning
away down the center of the road at break-neck speed on its
side, throwing a halo of sparks in every direction.

     Meredith, unconscious now in the cab seat as the truck
began to finally slow, lay in a pile of broken glass and
knew nothing.

***********

     Scully slowed as they rounded the corner, her nerves still
jangling from the encounter with the car, pulled the truck
around the switchback, watching the pavement stream by
in the headlights as she turned and righted it again --

     And found herself looking at a huge truck trailer rushing
towards her with all the size and speed of a locomotive, half-
hidden in a cloud of friction sparks and screaming against
the pavement.  The sight was mesmerizing.

     "Mulder?"

     There was no panic, no fear in her voice.  Just a question,
as though she meant to ask him what this unexplained
phenomena in front of her was, as though she were simply
curious...

     Both feet stamped down on the brake pedal.

     There was no time to swerve, or even think of it.

     She heard Mulder scream her name, a hand clamping
vice-like on her upper arm as she threw her hands up in
front of her face.

     Then the metal hulk was upon them, smashing into the
Explorer with a thunderous crash.  She felt them being lifted,
the front end rising, the view spiraling.  She felt pain --
nonspecific, searing pain.  The airbag fired off in an cloud
of vapor, the sound of metal on metal deafening as the truck
smashed down on its side, her side, then up again, rolling
now.  Metal snapped.  Glass rained down around her and
the truck hit the other side, the momentum still carrying it
over again.  Then the sound of metal hitting on pavement
stopped suddenly and she was floating in the strange quiet
for an instant, the sensation of falling, the heavy pull of it....

     And then, mercifully, nothing.

**********

End of Part 1.  Continued in Part 2.

Disclaimer in Part 1.  This is Part 2.

***************

     The first thing Fox Mulder became aware of as he slowly
turned his head and opened his eyes was a blackness
around him so final he thought, for a moment, that he might
be blind.  But then the dim shape of the dashboard, too
close to him now, came into view and he let out a breath
of relief and moved to sit up...

     And caught the breath in once more.  Pain tore down
his right side, from his neck, down his arm and into his
side, clenching the air in him on a ragged gasp.

     "Oh God....!"

     The words were out before he realized he'd spoken,
the breath forcing out with them.  He froze, forced himself
to relax back down against the surface he was lying against.
Wait, not a surface, he realized.  It was the seat belt, which
still held him in place, though he hung in it now as though
it were a sling.

     His mind hurried to catch up with his senses, but
he was having a hard time piecing it together.  He
remembered music, a car going around them, a turn and
something in front of them.  Scully's voice saying his name....

     <<Accident.  We've been in an accident...>>

     "Scully?!"  He blinked, still could see next to nothing.
He said her name again, as panicked as the first time,
his breath heaving now against the pain and sudden terror.
Being careful to hold his right side as still as possible, he
reached out with his other hand, felt metal (a part of the
roof crushed in, he realized), then inched down it to a
gap and moved his hand beneath it.

     He felt cloth.  Followed it up as far as he could to the
shoulder.

     "Scully, answer me..."

     He panted, unable to reach in any further.  Frustrated,
he pulled the hand away and reached awkwardly into the
right pocket of his jacket, felt the Maglite flashlight's
smooth cool shape.  He drew it out, jammed the end in
his mouth and turned until the light popped on suddenly,
illuminating the interior of the truck in its small beam.  He
pulled it into his shaking left hand and pointed it in front
of him, saw nothing but the dark shapes of tree trunks out
the broken windshield.

     <<Well, at least it doesn't look like we're not going
anywhere....else,>> he thought darkly.

     The truck was laying on its left side, angled slightly down,
and the roof was crushed down around them, obscuring
most of his view to the side.  But he could still see a triangle
of Scully's coat -- her arm -- the black cloth shining with the
stain of blood.

     Sucking in another painful breath, he shifted carefully,
taking an inventory of his body.  Though he hurt everywhere
to some extent, felt the sharp sting of cuts and the ache of
bad bruising, his right arm and side seemed to have taken
the worst of it.  Broken bones, no doubt, at least the collarbone,
the forearm.  Ribs, probably.  But his neck and back and
head were okay.

     He felt like the luckiest sorry son-of-a-bitch on the planet.

     Now he turned his attention back to his surroundings,
reaching down to his hip where the seatbelt still held him to
the ruined seat.  His hand bumped against the cellphone in
his other pocket, and he reached in, grabbed it frantically, and
looked at the display on the tiny lit screen.  The "No Signal"
indicator blinked back at him, as it had done since they'd
entered the mountains.  His jaw clenched.

     "Fuck..."

     Tossing it into the floor, he lifted a leg to hold himself steady
against the center console to hold himself in place while he
released the seat belt, his body sliding down onto the ruined
metal barrier because of the angle of the truck.  Now he was
free to turn his body carefully around, wedge his feet beneath
the crumpled roof, push his back against the seat for leverage.

     "I'm gonna get you out of there, Scully," he said almost
conversationally, holding off the terror he felt at her silence;
his breathing was still ragged.  "Don't you worry, I'm getting you
out."

     Though the motion caused him searing pain, he put all his
strength into pushing with his legs, feeling the crumpled metal
bend up with his urging, widening the gap between them.

     "One more..."  He pushed again, cursing aloud as he did
so, the roof giving way and buckling upwards again, giving
him enough room to get to her now, though she was still
surrounded by the roof like a metal cocoon.  Moving carefully,
the flashlight's small beam dancing in front of him, he moved
down until he was poised over her.

     "Scully?  Hey Scully, come on...."

     She was limp as a doll and seemed almost as tiny, her
body slumped against a crag of dark rock that jutted through
the space where the passenger window had been.  Her
face was turned away from him, her upper body turned face
down on the rock, her right arm thrown over the crushed
steering wheel that sat just in front of her belly.  The dash
obscured her lower body completely.

     He saw the pale of her hand on the steering wheel,
reached out with a trembling hand to grasp her wrist, forced
his breathing to level off before he hyperventilated.

     <<Don't do this...>>

      His fingers pressed into the small dent on the inside of
her wrist.  He held his breath.  Waited a few seconds.

     And felt a pulse.  Faint, but there.

     "Okay...okay..."  He blew out the breath, the world righting
itself again for him.  Setting the flashlight in a hole in the dash
so that it dimly lit the interior, he climbed down a bit closer,
arched over her awkwardly, put out his left hand and touched
the back of her head, smoothing down her hair.

     "Scully....wake up..."  He inched around to her forehead, felt
the thick wetness of blood, felt bile rise up in his throat suddenly
and choked it down.   <<Get a grip, Mulder....>>  He reached
until he felt the smooth skin of her cheek and pinched, gently
at first, and then harder, trying to be careful not to shake her.
She stirred finally, a moan, her arm sliding down off the steering
wheel limply.

     "Hey Scully..."  He leaned down as far as he could to get close
to her, urging her back into consciousness.  He knew she'd
reached it when she moved and a weak, pain-filled cry came
from her.  He saw her body tense.

     Hurriedly, he slipped his arm beneath her waist, again
moving her as little as possible, pressed his cheek against
her hair in an awkward embrace.  "It's okay....it's okay..."  He
murmured it into her ear, feeling her body heave with each
breath.  She had yet to attempt another move.

     "Mulder...?"  It was little more than a whisper of sound.
"Wha....?"

     "I think the truck went over the guardrail.  But we're okay."
He only half-regretted the half-lie.  "I need you to tell me if you
can feel your legs, Scully.  Can you feel your legs?"

     There was a pause, and he felt her body relax a touch,
becoming accustomed to the pain as best she could.  Finally
she turned her head a bit, showing him half her face.

     "Yes..."

     "You can?"

     "Uh huh...hurts...."

     He paled at the word, but swallowed the anguish it caused,
forced his voice to stay level and calm.  "How's your neck feel?
Your back?"

     He saw her eye flutter closed, leaned down again until his
lips were almost against her ear.  "*Scully.*"

     The eye came open again.  "Mul..."

     "Scully, listen to me:  I want to move you, but I can't do that
unless you tell me you don't think there's been any damage to
your spinal cord."  He spoke slowly, recognized her
disorientation from the lolling of her visible eye.

     There was a pause, and were it not for the fact that her eye
stayed open he might have thought she'd lost consciousness
again.  She moved her neck again carefully, shifted her hips
an inch, grimaced, a half-stifled moan of pain coming.

     "Okay...I think it's okay..."

     "Yeah?"

     She nodded, her brow creasing in pain.  "One of my legs...
hurts bad.  Something in my side, too...and my head hurts..."

     "I want to get you out from underneath the dash, alright?"
He was panting again, holding down the panic.  "To make
sure you're not bleeding anywhere I can't see."

     "Yeah...yeah, alright..."

     Glass crunched with every move he made as he shifted to
get his arm underneath her to where the seat belt was attached.
As he tugged on it, the belt, still locked in its fastener, came out
from around her.  He pulled it away, throwing it over the seat in
disgust.  The he shifted, leaned down to get his arm around her
body more firmly.  She moaned as he lifted her a bit, her head
lolling.

     "No...Mulder...DON'T..."  Her voice rose as she spoke, her
body tensing again.  "Don't....Please..."

   He cringed and let her back down gently, staying close.

   "Okay, I'm sorry..." he said instantly.  "I'm so sorry..."  He kept
murmuring into her hair, for a moment, nuzzling her in comfort.
For both of them.  Once he realized what he was doing, he
stopped immediately, guilt washing over him.

     "S'kay," she whispered, after a moment, relaxing a bit visibly.
"Let me try...to shift my legs around instead..."

     "Okay.  Tell me if you want me to help you."

     She nodded, turned her upper body around slowly so that
she lay flush against the seat, her brow creased in pain, biting
her lower lip.  Her legs remained in place. Taking a deep breath
and holding it, she pulled herself up a bit, drew her right leg out
from under the dash slowly, Mulder helping her once she'd
pulled it halfway out.   The pants leg was torn and blood seeped
from a jagged cut in her calf.   He ignored it for now as she
panted, resting.  Then, with a wrench, she pulled at her other
leg, her entire body arching like a bow in pain.

     "MULDER!"

     Stricken, he reached over, pulled her leg up, shifting it
as carefully and as quickly as possible out and pulled her
around.  As he did so, she screamed, the sound tearing
around the cabin and startling him with its sharpness.

     "It's okay, it's out, it's out.  Relax."  He stroked at her face
awkwardly, cupped her cheek.  She turned her face into his
hand, stifling another cry.  His eyes stung with tears.

     He continued to murmur to her as she finally relaxed a bit,
helped her settle down on her back now, her knees bent over
the seat edge.  Her black pants were shiny with blood just
above her left knee.  His eyes widened at a bulge on the inside
of her thigh; bile rolled up his throat again.

     "Scully, your leg's broken."  He said it quickly, and as devoid
of emotion as he could muster.

     She nodded.  "Yeah..."

     "What do I do?"

     She shook her head.  "Nothing right now....just give me a
minute...."

      He stayed close, his hand on her good knee now, her
booted feet resting against his thighs.

     "You're doing great," he said softly, and meant it.  "Just
rest."

     She nodded, her eyes closing.  He saw the angry smear
of blood on her forehead, oozing from just above her hairline.
It scared him, the way it stood out so starkly against her pale
skin, even in the small flashlight's light.

     "...You hurt?" she asked softly, her voice a ghost of itself.

     "I'm alright," he replied quickly.  Too quickly.  Her eyes
opened, her expression, despite the pain, concerned and just
a touch rueful.

     "Where?"

     He tried to shrug indifferently, and regretted it instantly.

     "Shoulder?"  she asked, seeing him stiffen.

     He nodded.  "At least," he evaded, forced a smile.

     She looked at him reproachfully.  "Where else?"

     He knew she wouldn't stop until he'd told her everything,
and he needed her to stop talking so she could rest.  "My
arm's broken, I think.  And the collarbone.  All on the right
side."  He decided that was enough -- no need to mention
the ribs.

     She winced, her eyes closing again.  "I'm sorry...how's the
pain?"

     He smiled a bit at that, a genuine smile.  So like her, laying
there in the car seat bleeding and worrying about him.  He
wanted to either kiss her or strangle her for it. He couldn't
decide which.

     "Better than yours, I'm sure,"  he said softly, and started to
pull his arm out of the leather jacket.  Scully opened her eyes
at the movement and reached a hand out.

     "No, don't --"

     "I'm just going to take my top shirt off.  We need something
for bandages."

     "Don't...shock....need to stay....warm..."

     "But--"

     "Get something...out of our suitcases..."

     He nodded, grabbed the flashlight, looked into the backseat
and found it not only accessible but relatively undamaged,
though the seat was sprinkled with shards of glass.

     "Okay, I'll be right back," he said, moving slowly, carefully.

     "I won't go anywhere," she replied, a faint smile on her face
as her eyes drifted closed again.

     Smiling again, he crept into the back seat, cursing as glass
dug into his hand as he pressed down on the seat.

     "Mulder?"  Her voice was quieter than before.

     "I'm okay....just some glass..."  He kept moving, crawled over
the back seat and into the large cargo area, where their bags
and briefcases were jumbled into a pile against the cracked
side window.  The car creaked around him.

     "They're both here.  I don't know how, but they are."  The
talking made it easier for him, surreally normal.  "Want me
to bring your bag up there?"

     There was a beat of silence, too long.

     "Scully?"

     "Mmmm...yeah.  Yeah, bring it up.  I need to work....on my
makeup."

     He barked a laugh at that, which made his side ache worse.
The movement had really exacerbated the pain in both his arm
and side.  The laugh also sounded strange and too-loud in the
truck's confines and rattled his already taxed nerves.  Grabbing
both bags and hooking them over his good arm, he picked his
way back up towards the front seat.

     "Here we go," he said, settling down in his awkward place
above her.  She lazily opened her eyes as he shone the light on
her.  She licked her dry lips, her eyes dreamy and glazed.  The
way she looked, her eyes, her face, worried him.  This was more
than pain and he knew it.

     "In my bag, Mulder...."

     "Yeah?"

     "There's a black bag...on the bottom.  A leather bag.  Get it
out."  She puffed out breaths in between the sentences, her
voice fading, as though each sentence exhausted her.

     "Okay, I'll get it," he soothed.  "Just relax."  Placing the
flashlight on the dash again, he hustled his own bag onto the
floor, wedging it under the dash and lay hers on the steering
wheel.  It was heavy.

     "What the hell do you have in here, anyway?"

     She smiled that same faraway, faint smile.  "You won't be
complaining...in a minute."

     He looted through the suitcase until he found a bag, pulled
it out and opened it.  An eyeliner pencil and compact spilling
out onto her lap.

     "I was...kidding about the makeup, Mulder."

     "Sorry," he said, grimacing, tossing the makeup bag into
the backseat and going through her suitcase again, finding
another and pulling it out.  This one was larger and heavier,
and when he opened it, he saw the familiar white of first-aid
packaging.  Bandages.  Disinfectant.  And on the bottom, a
couple of small glass bottles and a few syringes.

     "Why, Doctor Scully, do you always travel with this?"

     She smiled again.  "With you as my partner?  You bet....I
never know when I'll have to...shoot you."   She coughed weakly,
turned her face away.  Her chest was heaving.

     "Boy is that the truth," he said, forcing a wane smile.  He
was becoming more and more alarmed at her appearance,
the sound of her voice.  Though her mind seemed alright,
her humor, even if at his expense, intact, which gave him
some comfort.

     "Mulder, one of those bottles...I need...I need you to give
me a shot."

     He froze, looked at her face.  "A shot?  Of what?"

     She licked her lips again, met his gaze seriously.
"Demerol."

     Now the alarms really started blaring in his head.  Oh shit...

     "That bad?"  He kept his voice level, his hand instinctively
cupping her knee again.

     She nodded.  "Yeah...It's okay, though...It's okay."

     <<Sure it is, Scully...it's great.  This is just fucking great.>>

     He stopped the words from coming out, barely, stopped
the irrational anger -- born of fear -- that had spawned them.
His hand shaking, he pulled out first the bottle and then the
syringe, groping awkwardly at the packaging with his one hand.
The other remained curled against his side and he couldn't
move it.

     "Here...let me help you..."  Scully reached a hand out and
helped him tear the packaging open, popped the cap off the
syringe.

     "What's the dose?" he asked, holding the bottle into the
flashlight beam to make sure it was the right one.  It was.

     "100 mg...no, wait...go 50.  50."

     "You sure?"  He didn't like the sound of that.

     She nodded.  "I'll hold the bottle..."  She did, and he
jammed the needle through the rubber stopper, began to
draw the clear liquid up, watching closely.  He did it
slowly, carefully.

     "You know, between your leg and my arm, together we
make exactly one complete person," he quipped, trying to keep
the mood light and the terror away.

     There was a soft chuckle beside him, too much for his
lame attempt at humor.

     "What's so funny?"  he asked as he pulled the syringe out
and laid it down carefully, taking the bottle from her.

     "I think...I think we're that way anyway, Mulder...."

     And despite the fear in him, he laughed again.

***********

End of Part 2.  Continued in Part 3.

Disclaimer in Part 1.  This is Part 3

************

     Jimmy Meredith was dozing in the cab of his cabin,
nursing a sore wrist with this other hand when he was
awakened by the familiar strobe of blue and white lights
bouncing around the inside of the truck cabin, catching on
the broken glass on the seat beside him like glitter.   He
opened his eyes, pulled himself up a bit straighter into a
sitting position as he felt someone clambering up the driver's
side of the truck, the beam of a huge police flashlight pinning
him like a deer.

     "You okay in there?"  It was a young cop, and he looked
scared, his eyes wide and his breathing a bit heavy.  <<Must
be his first rig wreck...>> Meredith thought.

     "Yeah, yeah -- get that goddamn flashlight outta my face,
will you?"  He shielded his eyes, then pulled his hand away
stained with blood from a cut on his brow as the officer lowered
 the light and apologized quickly.  "You call for an ambulance yet,
son?"

     The officer nodded his head.  "On its way.  Wrecker, too.  I was
just on patrol up here and came around the corner onto what's
left of your trailer.  Half of it went over the side."

     Meredith nodded.  "Yeah, looks a bit light from here."  He
gestured to the mass of wires of his dash.  "Goddamn CB's
in a dozen pieces or I'd have called you up here sooner."  He
gestured to the battered blue front end of the car he'd hit, pushed
up against the wall almost vertically and pressed in against the
front of his truck.  "I had a look.  Need a meat wagon for that
feller."

     The young officer laughed nervously.  "You're right about that.
I reckon we'll have to bury him in his car.  He's flat as a ten-year-
old girl."

     Meredith snorted, his hand still on his head.

     "You sure you're alright?"  The cop licked his lips nervously.

     "Yeah, I think my wrist is broke.  But I'm alright.  It's a big
truck.
Short of hitting another rig, there ain't much on the road that can
get to me up here."

     The younger man looked down the road, his too-fast breath
puffing out in the cold night air.  Meredith noted that his state
trooper hat looked almost comically large on his head.

     "Just the two of you involved with this?" he asked hopefully.
The kid was desperately trying to get a handle on the scene,
the trucker realized with some chagrin.

    "I didn't see no other cars, if that's what you're asking.  Just
that ignorant bastard tearing ass around that corner doing
about 60 and fishtailling right into my front end.  Had to be
drunk.  That's all I can guess, if you weren't chasing him."

     The officer laughed nervously again.  "No, I wasn't chasing
him."  He breathed out, finally relaxing now that no other
complications in his routine night seemed forthcoming.  "Well,
just sit tight.  The ambulance and a wrecker will be up here
soon enough.  I'm going to go put up some flares around
the corner so that no one who might happen along comes
up on the rest of that trailer all of a sudden."  He sounded
so suddenly in control that Meredith wanted to laugh at him,
and would have if he didn't have such a headache coming
on.  <<A regular Barney Fife...>>

     The trooper started to climb down when Jimmy stopped
him.  "Hey, which part of it went over the side?"

     The other man squinted his eyes, peering into the
distance.  "The back half, it looks like."

     Meredith swore under his breath.  "Any chance of
pulling that up?  That's my personal trailer and I'd like to
salvage what I can.  That back axle might be fixable, or I
might be able to use the parts."

      The kid shook his head.  "I don't know how.  It's awful
steep just off that corner. Goes down into some trees about
100 feet down, then about 50 feet beyond that there's the
dropoff to Point Falls.  I shone the light down there and
saw a piece of the trailer in the trees."
 

    Meredith waved him off like a fly.  "Aw, hell, don't bother
yourself.  I got a friend in Charlottesville that does some
mining and salvage work for you all from time to time.  Got
a rig with a big crane, some climbing gear, that sort of thing.
I'll come up with him in a few days with a flat bed and see
what he can do."

     "You'll need a permit to do that," the officer said instantly,
finally in familiar territory.

     "Well consider that I just applied for it," Meredith snapped.
The kid was on his nerves now.  "That back wheel assembly's
worth a lot to me.  And if I'm doing it myself ya'll ought to hush
about it.  At least you won't have the Tree Huggers after you
about the debris."

     The cop smiled at that, the goofy grin that Meredith
expected.  "Alright, I'll see what I can do about that permit.
Now just sit tight.  I'll be right back."

     As he climbed down and disappeared, Meredith mumbled
under his breath:  "Don't go far, son.  I'm liable to get scared
up here without you."

*********

     Scully had been asleep for just under two hours, and for
that, if nothing else, Fox Mulder was thankful.  She'd drifted
off about ten minutes after he'd given her the injection,
having pretzeled himself around the seat to get the shot into
the flesh of her hip on her right side.

     As soon as she'd nodded off, her face falling gently to one
side as he'd watched her, he'd broken out the first aid kit
and gotten to work as best he could.

     First, the nasty cut on her forehead.  He'd teetered over
her, balanced carefully on the edge of the seat back to get to
her face, holding a bandage on the cut for several minutes
to slow the bleeding.  She hadn't roused, even though he
knew what he'd done was bound to have hurt.  Then he'd
put a sterile pad over it, taped it down sloppily, tearing off
tape with his teeth.

     Next, the cut on the back of her shin, pressing his
injured arm into service for leverage as he wound the
bandage round and round her leg, slowing the bleeding.
Then her arm, using bandage scissors from the kit to clip
away the sleeve of her coat and pull it down enough to
reveal the injury.  The bleeding was harder to control from

this one -- it was a deep slice.  He'd done the best he could
and pulled her sleeve back up.

     Finally, having taken a long break to catch his breath,
warring against his own pain and exhaustion, he had
confronted her leg, his hand shaking as he packed t-shirts
from his suitcase around it, tucking them around the
obvious protrusion of bone.  The limb was already elevated,
and he was in no condition to split it, so he gave up with
that, finally taking most of the clothes from his suitcase
and hers and piling them on her body for warmth.

     She looked like she were buried under a pile of his
laundry, he mused.  Her face was pale and cool to the
touch as he brushed the hair from her forehead.

     As satisfied as he could be under the circumstances,
he sat back, wiped at his brow with the back of his hand,
sucking in shallow breaths.  His side was killing him.
Just as he did so, his face suddenly went hot, then ice
cold, his stomach lurching.  Sweat prickled on his upper
lip and he took the hint.  Clawing his way backwards, he
turned and threw himself upwards, out the space where
the passenger window had been, and vomited, ended up
dry-heaving against the maroon side of the truck for several
minutes.

     Each heave tore at his shoulder and side, and when he
was done he was pale and sweaty, gulping in air and leaning
his cheek against the door beneath him, reveling in the cool
of it, his left arm curled around his head, his eyes closed.  He
rested for what seemed like a long time.

     <<It's okay...okay...just catching up with me...>>

     Gradually he opened his eyes again, ventured a look
upwards.  The dark, jagged shapes of trees frowned down at
him, the winter forest almost silent, a few stars peeking
through the gnarled fingers of branches.  The sky was melting
into that black and blue of early dawn -- it was around four, he
recalled.

     Then, as he stared, he saw the intermittent blink of red
and blue just above the trees.

     His pain and fatigue leaving him in a rush of adrenaline,
he pushed himself upward, turned towards the back of the
truck, saw the flashing more clearly now, though it was still
faint, bobbing off the branches.

     <<The trees...they can't see us in the trees....it's dark and
they won't see us in the trees...they may not know we're down
here and we're in the trees....>>

     The mantra tore through his mind and he drew in a painful,
enormous breath, screamed at the top of his lungs:  "HEY!
WE'RE DOWN HERE!"  And kept screaming.

*********

     Scully was startled awake by the sound, sucked in a
breath quickly and opened her eyes wide in fright.  As her
eyes struggled into focus, she saw, above a mound of
clothes covering her, the heels of Mulder's boots, sticking
out over the edge of the passenger seat, the rest of this
body outside the car. She could just make out the dim
shape of his body.  And he was screaming, shaking the
truck around her:

     "HEY, DOWN HERE!"

     <<Oh, thank God...>> she thought, closing her eyes
again in relief.  Help had come for them.

     "Mommy?"

     Her eyes bolted open again, her face turning quickly
towards the sound.

     And there she was, her round, white face peering from
behind the seat, one small hand holding onto the back as
though for support as the truck continued to rock with
Mulder's movements.

     <<Emily....>>

     The anguish, the tears, washed over Scully in an instant,
her face clenching onto a ragged sob as her eyes squeezed
shut against the sight.  One hand went to cover her mouth
as she shook her head slowly.

     "No..." she whimpered.

     Emily looked at her evenly.  "Mommy, make him stop."

     The urgency in the small voice forced her eyes open again,
the tears trailing down her temples as she looked back into
Emily's small face, at the intensity of the child's expression.
She shook her head again against it.

     <<Demerol....probably marrow in the blood....
hallucinations.....>>

     "Mommy, make him stop NOW."  The child leaned forward,
revealing the green sweater that Scully had first seen her in,
her soft brown red hair shining.

     "Why...?"

     The child pointed a tiny finger at Mulder.  "If he doesn't stop,
the truck is going to fall."

     Scully's eyes widened at that, then slammed shut, gasping
as images were forced into her mind:

     <<The truck falling over a ledge just on the other side of
thin trees, Mulder pulled from the window, spinning away
from her, a dark rock ledge streaming past her, hundreds
of feet down to water....>>

     "No..."   She tugged in a breath, gasping.  <<Not enough
air, hyperventilating.....>>

     Emily only nodded calmly.  "And don't let him get out of the
truck until it's light outside.  He doesn't know the ledge is there.
And they won't come anyway.  Not now, they won't."

     And the visions crushed her mind again:

     <<Mulder slipping off into nothingness, clawing at the side
of the truck, screaming....>>
 
 

*********

     A scream tore out from below him, so loud and so sudden
that the hair on the back of Mulder's neck literally stood on end,
his heart leaping into his throat.  He looked down into the
cabin of the truck, into the small triangle of light illuminating
Scully and saw her, gasping for breath, screaming with every
ounce of air she could draw, thrashing her head from side to
side, the clothes on top of her flying.  He was so
dumbstruck it took an instant for him to realize she was
screaming his name.

     He didn't think.  He moved.

 **********

     The scream in her throat seemed to come from the
middle of her body -- the sound that round, that loud, that
absolute.  She could feel it flowing through her belly, then
her chest, then her throat.  And she could hear him, but
couldn't make herself stop.  The images themselves
wouldn't stop streaming through her mind, and they
were as real as he was.

<<Mulder the ledge

     I'm right here

     Emily said...you were falling

     No, it's okay, Scully, it's okay...calm down

     No, the ledge, Emily said, she said

     Alright, I've got you.  I've got you, Scully>>

     Arms around her.  The seat back beside her dropping off
and his face was against hers, his body on her.  A hand
pressing the back of her head up against him hard.  She
heard a scream, some dim part of her realizing it was
coming from her.

 <<Mulder, stop, just stop moving stop

     Scully you need to calm down...calm down

     Don't move, Emily...she was here

     No, baby, no she wasn't.  It's okay.  It's just you and me
here

     She was...she said...be still, Mulder! she said for you
to stop...the truck would fall

     Okay, I'm not moving  I'm staying right here

     Don't

     I'm not.  I'm not moving

     Don't go out.  Not until morning.  She said to wait or you'd
fall

     Okay, I'm not going out

     She said....she said there's a ledge, dropoff to water...
and...and they won't come

     Okay, Scully, I'm staying right here, okay?  Now calm
down....shhhhhhhhhhh

     But Emily...she was here

     No...no, baby, she's not here.  It's just me.  I'm not
leaving.  Now shhhhhhh...Scully hush.....>>

********

     "Hushhh..."

     Her chest was still heaving against him, lifting him with
each fast breath, her fingers still tangled in his hair,
clutching it in her fists so hard it hurt.  But at least she had
stopped screaming.  Mulder kept his forehead pressed
against hers, her shallow breaths puffing against his face,
his hand cupping the back of her skull and holding it
against him.  Her entire body was taut and trembling --
he could feel the terror running through her like a fine
current.

     "It's okay," he soothed in a whisper.  "Scully it's okay..."
He kissed her cheek softly, lingering there, feeling her body
relax a bit more, her breathing begin to catch, then slow.
"You're okay...it's okay..."

     Afraid he might be crushing her, and minding his own
throbbing side, he shifted a little against her and her hands
clenched down even harder.  He winced, feeling like his hair
was actually going to be pulled out.

     "No, Mulder, d-don't.  Don't move..."  Her voice rose again.

     "Okay, okay..."  He froze, pressed his lips to her cheek again.
 "I'm not going anywhere.  Now, Scully, I need you to try to relax."

     She took a few more frantic breaths, then nodded, nuzzled
against his cheek, her eyes closed.  "Okay..."

     It was the first response she'd given that actually
acknowledged what he'd said, and relief flooded him.  It
vanished as her face twisted into tears, her chest heaving.

     "I saw you..."  she whimpered, lurching beneath him with
a sob.

     "Saw me?  Saw me what?"

     "I saw you...Emily showed me...I saw you fall.  I saw you --"

     "I'm not going to fall, Scully," he said firmly.  "I'm staying
right here next to you. Now shhhh..."

     She nodded, a jerked motion, pressed her face to his,
closed her eyes, still crying softly.  Her fingers began to
relax again, much to his relief, until they were simply laying
on the back of his head.  One hand slipped down to the
back of his neck, threaded through the soft hair there absently.
She was still trembling, but he suspected this was more
from cold and shock than the fear that had gripped her
before.

     Her breathing leveled off slowly and he released her head,
let it rest back gently behind her.  She was drifting off again.
He was surprised her body had taken the strain as long as
it had.

     He chanced a slow movement, and though she made a
soft sound, she did nothing; her eyes remained closed, her
face relaxed.  Finally he sat up carefully, reached over her
and picked at the clothing, laying it back on her a piece or
two at a time, took one of his t-shirts and eased it slowly
beneath her head.

     <<Jesus, Scully, what was that all about?>>

     The muscles of his stomach lurched, his body jerking,
and he thought for a second that he might be throwing up
again.  The tears that sprang from his eyes took him by
surprise, as did the quiet cry that followed them.

     He leaned forward, pulling his knees up and leaning
on them with his good arm, cradling his head in his hand.
The breath he sucked in sounded like a gasp, and he
tightened his injured arm against him as the sobs shook
him, which he was helpless to stop.

     His mind raced over the details of what had just
happened, the rationalizations not far behind.  <<She's hurt.
It's the Demerol.  Maybe a head injury.  She didn't mean
it, didn't mean any of it.  When she's well, she'll say she
didn't mean it....>>

     Another part of him played the same information,
coming to a different conclusion.  <<She says she's seen her
before, that case with the girls...maybe her being hurt this
badly makes her able to see her?  There are precedents.
The dead women.  "She is me" and -->>

    But he didn't want to believe that.  He didn't want Emily to
have been here at all -- even the mention of her name had
wracked Mulder with anguish and guilt, sinking into his gut
like acid.  He'd never forgive himself for what happened that
year, that Christmas when Scully had called him, hesitant,

<<Mulder, I need you to come to San Diego.  I...I have a little
girl....>>

     He cried for a long time, turning over the memories of that
time.  Her pulling away from him the hospital, the withdrawal
feeling like a punishment.  The way he'd been unable to watch
her open the casket in the small chapel, thick with candle
smoke and stained glass air, knowing that the body would
be gone...

     Then, suddenly, he stopped crying as a realization hit him,
his breath quick, painful.  "Oh God, Scully...."

     She'd gone back to San Diego this year.  He'd bet his life
that she'd gone to the grave.  And --

     He began to cry again as he leaned back over, stroked
the back of her hand as he took it in his own.  "It's today..."

    The anniversary of Emily's death.

     <<How could you be so fucking stupid?  he chided
himself bitterly.  How could you forget?  That's what's been
bothering her...and now, when she's hurt like this, she
sees her....she thinks she sees her...>>

     He felt his head going light, the pain and exhaustion
catching up with him, finally winning their relentless race.
A fit of coughing struck him suddenly, only making the
feeling of faintness worse.

     Being careful not to disturb her, he lay himself down
beside her, on the back of the driver's seat he'd reclined in
haste to get beside her, then curled onto his left side
facing her.  Before he could even draw one of the sweaters
beside her over him, he slipped into unconsciousness, a
sleep dreamless and dead.

***********

End of Part 3.  Continued in Part 4.

Disclaimer in Part 1.  This is Part 4.

**************

FBI HEADQUARTERS

WASHINGTON, D.C.

9:36 a.m.
 
 

     Assistant Director Walter Skinner pretended to read
the file in front of him for perhaps the fifth time in a half
an hour, though his lips had drawn into an angry thin
line, his jaw muscles working.  He blew out a frustrated
breath, checked the clock on the wall.  Again.

     <<Goddamnit, Mulder....>>

     He knew exactly where to lay the blame for this, yet
another meeting where he was kept waiting.

     He wouldn't mind so much except that for starters,
he was planning on only working part of the day, one of
the major tasks of the day to go over the absurd expense
report Mulder had submitted for his department.  He'd
called Mulder in South Succotash, Virginia (wherever the
hell he and Scully had been last night), and strongly
requested both of their presence to explain themselves
before he had to submit the year-end report.

    And then, he admitted reluctantly, the larger reason the
lateness irked him: something about Mulder jerking him
around by missing meetings or being late always made
him feel like an ass, like the younger man just didn't think
him important enough to bother following any sort of protocol.
Or even good manners.

     And what really galled him this time was that Scully
seemed to be catching her partner's fuck-off attitude.  Though
he knew Mulder was a lost cause, he also knew Scully
wasn't.  Forty minutes late and not even her usual overly-formal
phone call to cover her and Mulder's asses.

     He reached over and snapped the intercom button on his
phone.  Hard.

     "Kimberly, could you ring Security and ask them if Agents
Mulder and Scully have come in yet this morning, please."

      "Yes, sir," came the instant reply.

     He dropped the silver pen he held almost as habit, took
off his glasses and rubbed his eyes in frustration.  His
intercom beeped softly.

     "Sir?"

     "Yes?"

     "They haven't checked in this morning."

     <<Oh for Christ's sake.>>

     "Well would you be so kind as to ring them on their
cellphones and request that they grace us with an
appearance this morning?  Remind them of a 9:00 meeting
that seems to have slipped their minds?"

    "Of course, sir,"  Kimberly replied quickly.

     He sighed, relenting.  "Thank you, Kimberly."  No need to
kill the messenger....

     Itching to do something, he called the Motor Pool, found
that they had not signed out one of the Bureau cars for the trip.

     "They must have rented something, sir, because the car
Agent Scully usually has signed out is parked down here.  It
has been since the twenty-first."   The attendant on duty
offered this up like an apology.

     <<Oh great, another rental receipt coming in...I hope they
at least got a convertible so it'll be worth it.....>>

     He thanked the man and hung up just as his intercom lit
up again.

     "Yes?" he called expectantly.

     "Sir, both of their cellphones are coming up with 'out of
range' messages, then switching to voicemail.  And I tried
their apartments.  Answering machines at both numbers.
I left messages on both numbers.  They're to contact me
as soon as they get in."

     Though his anger continued to simmer, something
else began prickling at the back of Skinner's neck,
something that made him pause for an moment as the
feeling niggled at him.  It was not a pleasant feeling.
Something wasn't right.

     Kimberly must have had it, too, because she said:
"What would you like me to do next, sir?"

     Skinner considered for a moment, sitting up in his
chair a bit more, his mind turning over options quickly.
 "Call the car rental agencies in the general vicinities of
both the Bureau and Agents Mulder and Scully's
apartments and find out if they rented a vehicle, what
type it was, and if it's been returned.  Get a license number
if you can.  I'll call the Virginia State Police."

    "Yes, sir.  I'll get right on it."  The light went off.

     He stabbed a line on and rang the Bureau operator.

     "Yes, sir?"

     "I need you to ring the Virginia State Police Headquarters
for me, please."

     "One moment, sir."

     <<And if I find out you're just screwing off somewhere,
Mulder, I AM going to kick your ass this time....>>

     **************

UNIVERSITY MEDICAL CENTER, UNIVERSITY OF VIRGINIA

CHARLOTTESVILLE, VIRGINIA

11:45 a.m.

     Jimmy Meredith tossed the handful of painkiller
prescriptions and the sheet of instructions on how to
care for a cast into the trash can as he exited the Emergency
Unit, instantly lighting up a cigarette as he walked through
the sliding doors and out into the crisp, winter morning.
His wrist ached, but he couldn't see doping himself up
on all those drugs.  It just wasn't worth all that.

     A tow truck was sitting, idling in a little cloud of exhaust
steam, right outside the door, on the other side of the
ambulance pull in.  The man behind the wheel waved
as Meredith caught sight of him, and Meredith raised his
cigarette at him and approached the truck, climbing into
the warm interior slowly.

     "You're moving like an old man, old man," the driver,
Ray Johnston, said cheerfully from around his own cigarette.
"How the hell are you anyway?"

     Meredith waved him off.  "I'm alright.  Broke my wrist, as
you can see..."  He raised his casted hand in the sling for
emphasis.  "....and banged myself up a bit.  But no trouble
really.  Truck took the worst of it."

     "You find out where they hauled her to?"  Johnston put
the truck into gear in anticipation.

     "Yeah, it's a piece though, I'm afraid.  Some garage on
this side of the mountain. I got directions."  He blew smoke
out a crack of the window tiredly.  "They got the cab and the
front part of the trailer; damn thing split into a million pieces
and the back went over the goddamn side."

    "Alright then," Johnston replied, nosing the truck onto the
hospital driveway with a cough.  "You get some rest there
and we'll go see how's she doing.  Ain't much I can't fix."  He
smiled.

     Meredith nodded, settled back as they pulled into the early
morning traffic of Charlottesville towards Interstate 64.  "That's
a fact.  Thanks, Ray."

*********

AFTON MOUNTAIN

11:53 a.m.

     Dana Scully opened her eyes slowly, forced them to focus.
She saw bare treetops in the gap of the passenger window,
sunlight streaming through them in sharp beams.  Two crows
argued from somewhere nearby, but otherwise, there was an
unearthly quiet.  The pain throbbed through her and she was
shivering.  Her teeth chattered faintly.

     <<Time for another shot...>>

     She turned her head first towards the dash, saw the
pinprick of light in the lens of Mulder's waning flashlight peering
back at her.  Then she turned her head the other way and saw
Mulder slumped next to her, curled on his side, his face slack,
his breathing shallow.  He was pale, a thin sheen of sweat on
his face.

     Her eyes lolling, struggling to remain focused, she studied
his features for a long moment, mesmerized despite herself.
She'd never realized just how young his face looked -- were it
not for the dark stubble peppered on his face, he could be twelve
year old boy, his hair a ragged mess on his head, his expression,
in his sleep, supremely innocent.  She wanted to reach out and
touch it, to make it seem more real, and did, turning a bit on her
side.

     Her fingers traced the shape of his brow, down his temple
slowly, across the rough plain of his cheek to his full lips.
Cupping his chin in her hand, she smoothed her thumb
over his bottom lip.  He didn't stir.

     She continued the dreamy caress.  As she reached the
corner of his mouth, her fingers encountered wetness.
Focusing her eyes, she saw a trail of pinkish fluid
coming from his nostril.  A faint froth.

   <<Broken ribs...his ribs are broken...goddamnit, Mulder....>>

     "He's hurt worse than he told you."

     She spun her head around, saw Emily peering from
the gap in the passenger window.  She was lying on the door
on her belly, leaning on her elbows as she looked
down.  Scully drew in a terrified breath, her eyes widening.
She began to shiver more violently.

     "It's alright, Mommy," the young girl said instantly.  "Don't
be afraid of me."

     "But..."  Scully forced her breathing to even out.  There
was a pain in her side, like a terrible stitch from running to far.
She held her body stone still.  "But, you're dead, Emily..."

     The little girl nodded.  "Yes," she replied simply.

     "I went to your grave....a few days ago...you're dead..."

     She nodded again.  "Yes, thank you for the flowers, Mommy.
Someone took them away yesterday, but they were very pretty.
And see?"  She reached to the side and her hand came back
with a tiny pink rose, just barely open.  "I saved this one."  She
held it out so that Scully could see.

     Scully, for her part, squeezed her eyes shut.  <<This is not
happening....this is not happening....>>

     "Someone took everyone's flowers away," the child's voice
lilted in disappointment.

     She opened her eyes again, her eyes imploring,
desperation swimming in them. "Why are you doing this to me?
Please don't do this to me, Emily....I'm so sorry..."

     "Nothing was your fault, Mommy,"  Emily replied, her face
serious. "You have to stop feeling so sad about me.  You have
to stop being so sad about everything.  It makes you lonely.
You're so lonely."

     "Wha--?"  It was too much.  If she had the strength to do it,
she would have screamed, but she didn't.  She wanted to move,
too, and couldn't.  She wanted to run, to take Mulder and run
away as far as she could.

     "And you don't have to be lonely anymore.  You can do what
you do --" She pointed at Mulder.  "--what both of you do, and
not be so lonely.  You've known that for a long time, you just
don't want to believe."

     Scully heaved in on a sob.  "Please stop..."

     Emily quirked a strange, knowing smile.  "And you have to
believe."  She gestured with the rose towards Mulder.  "He
does."  The smile vanished.  "And he needs to stop feeling sad
about me, too.  It's not his fault, either.  You tell him that."

     Scully shook her head again.  "Please..."

     Emily just looked at her, pressed the flower up against her
nose and rubbed the soft petals beneath it.  Scully watched
her for a long moment warily.  The little girl seemed to be
deep in thought.  Then, as if coming to some decision, she
stood, still looking down at Scully, the round toes of her small
tennis shoes peeking over the edge of the door.  The truck
shifted gently.

    "I have to go for now."

     She turned, almost out of view, then leaned back in,
dropped the rose into the cabin.  It landed between her and
Mulder with a soft tap.  Scully turned and looked at it as
though it would bite.  Her head swam.

     "And they are going to come," Emily added softly.  "It's
just taking them a long time to figure out where you are.  That
man at your work.  He's looking.  And Jimmy. Him, too."

     Scully looked up at her; the child's face was unreadable.
Emily quirked a sad smile.  And then she was gone.

     And Scully mustered her strength and finally began to cry.

***********

F.B.I. HEADQUARTERS

WASHINGTON, D.C.

12:01 p.m.

     Walter Skinner sat tensely behind his desk, the phone
to his ear, on hold, looking at the array of small pieces of
colored paper littering his desk like pieces of a puzzle,
all written in Kimberly's small, neat handwriting.  He was
trying to make out the picture they would be if he could
assemble them, but he couldn't.

     <<Car rented from Avis, National Airport desk -- 1998
Ford Explorer, Maroon. D.C. Rental Tag #EMC-147.
Scheduled for return today by 2:00 p.m.  Rented in Agent
Scully's name.>>

     <<Credit card trace for Agent Mulder:  two rooms at Motel 6
in Goshen, VA. Checked out last night at 8:30 p.m.  Gas at
8:45, also in Goshen, Exxon station off Interstate 64, eastbound.
Nothing since.  Nothing on Agent Scully's card since car
rental.>>

     <<Called cellular carrier -- blackout zones common in
Western VA mountains.>>

     <<Called all four area hospitals.  No record of admission
for either agent.>>

     Skinner turned it all over in his mind as the muzak lilted
from the earpiece, interrupted by the occasional recorded
message of "Thank you for calling the Virginia State Police
Incident Management Team, Western Division.  We're sorry
for the delay; your call will be answered as soon as possible."

     He sighed.  He'd already spoken to the State Police HQ,
who had referred him to the State Police in Charlottesville,
who had referred him to this number.  In the interim, he'd
called two agents in and sent them to Mulder and Scully's
apartments, respectively.  They'd already reported back with
nothing unusual at either locations.

     Finally, a voice answered. "Virginia State Police Incident
Management Team, Captain Starks, Staunton Division."

     "Captain Starks," Skinner responded crisply, speaking
through his teeth.  "This is Assistant Director Walter Skinner
with the Federal Bureau of Investigation.  I'm trying
to get any information that you might have about highway
incidents in your region for the past twenty-four hours."

     A beat of silence answered him, then:  "Sure, I can
get that information for you, Mr. Skinner.  Is there a problem
I should be aware of?"

     Skinner sighed.  "I'm not sure, Captain.  A couple of my
agents were on a case out your way and they've gone
missing.  I'm trying to find out if something may have
happened to them."

     "Where were they coming from?"  Sparks asked.

     Skinner sifted through the papers on his desk.  "Uh...
Goshen."

     There was a pause, and Skinner could hear paper sifting.
"Alright, um, let's see....four accidents last night on Interstate
64 or 64/81, two on the highway, two on the alternate route
that goes up Afton Mountain.  Pretty typical night around here.
What kind of car were they driving?"

      "A 1998 Ford Explorer.  Maroon.  D.C. rental plates.  Two
agents, a man and a woman, both in their 30s."  Each word
was clipped, as though he didn't even want his voice to be
inefficient.

     "Alright...."  A pause.  "I've got a two-car wreck on the
Interstate, double fatality, single male drivers.  A drunk off
the road, again, auto/single passenger fatality.  A  two
car head-on on Afton Mountain, both in the hospital on
that one, and a car and a tractor trailer up on the top of
the mountain.  One fatality.  No SUVs.   Sorry, Mr.
Skinner.  I don't have them."

     Skinner blew out a frustrated breath, though a part of
him was, of course, relieved.  "Any abandoned vehicles?
Car jackings?  Anything like that?"

     "Hmmm...I only get the wrecks in this office, Mr. Skinner.
You might try the Highway Patrol for that kind of information.
Haven't ever had a car jacking out this way, though.  So I can
pretty well say  'no' to that one."

     "I wonder if I might trouble you to check on that for me,
Captain," Skinner said firmly.  "I'm pursuing other investigative
avenues from my end and it would be most helpful if you
called them on my behalf."

     Another beat.  "Sure, I could do that for you, sir.  Anything
to help out the Feds."  Skinner couldn't tell if was serious or not.
The man's tone wasn't easy to read.  "Give me the number
where you can be reached."

     Skinner gave it to him.  "Thank you, Captain, I appreciate
your cooperation.  Let me know immediately if anything does
come through fitting that description."

     "No problem, Mr. Skinner.  I'll be in touch."

     They hung up, Skinner pushing back out of his chair and
standing slowly.  He stared back down at the pieces of paper.
Going into his drawer, he sifted through a stack of area
maps, finally pulling out a map of Virginia.  He spread it
out on the desk, his finger following the red line of Interstate
64 from the capital, Richmond, across to Charlottesville,
then up over Afton Mountain to Goshen way on the other
side.

     Kimberly came in from her desk just outside his
closed office door.  "Any word, sir?" she asked gently.

    Skinner shook his head, still staring at the map.
 "No accidents involving a vehicle of that description.
I've got a Captain at H.I.M. checking with the highway
patrol on abandoned vehicles."

     Kimberly came forward to see what he was looking
at, noted the two locations on either side of his finger,
which rested on the mountains around Afton.

     "Did the cellular company say anything about blackout
zones anywhere else between here and Goshen?"  he
asked.

     She shook her head.  "Spotty low signal zones, but
not blackouts, no.  And I know that they work in Charlottesville
for certain, from personal experience."

     "You been there?" Skinner asked, looking up at her.

     "Of course.  That's where I went to college."

     "Oh, I think I knew that.  Sorry."   He stared at the map
again, pressed his finger on the spot of Goshen.  "I talked
to Mulder last night in Goshen, so they worked there...."
He ran his finger back over the mountains, "And their
phones are still showing  out of range,' right?"  She
nodded.  "So it would follow --"

     "--that they never made it to Charlottesville," Kimberly
finished for him.  "Or their cellphones would ring and then
have an  unavailable' message and not a 'out of range'
message with no rings.'"

     That feeling that Skinner had had all morning got more
acute.  He could feel it now in his gut: they were somewhere
in those mountains.  He was almost sure of it.

     He started folding up the map and the pieces of paper
with all the information she'd gathered for him.  "Kimberly,
get me a helicopter out of Quantico.  I'm going to fly to
Staunton."  He grabbed his jacket, then folded the map
and the other pieces of paper into a folder on his desk,
stuffed it under his arm.

     "They'll be waiting, sir."

    "And keep in touch with any new information."

     "Of course," she replied, and followed him out the door.

**********

THOMAS WRECKING

CROZET, VIRGINIA

12:45 p.m.

     "What a goddamn mess," Ray Johnston said, his
voice echoing in the large garage.  He was standing in
front of Jimmy Meredith's cab, looking at the crushed
chrome and blue smears of paint raked into the truck's
grey body.

     "You got that right," Meredith agreed, standing just behind
him.

     "I think your engine's got some trouble, too," Ray was
peeking through a gap in the grille into the truck's innards.
He made a clucking sound with his tongue.  "For
God's sake, Jimmy, how fast was the son-of-a-bitch going?"

     Meredith gestured with a nod towards the other side of
the garage at the ruined hulk of the blue Chevelle that had
hit him. "Had to be doing 60 when he hit me.  Have a look
at that car for yourself."  The car had had to be sawed open
to get the driver -- what was left of him, Jimmy corrected
himself -- out.  It looked like a pile of cheaply painted blue
metal now.

     "That ain't a car, that's some of that modern art," Johnston
said, pleased with his joke enough to laugh at it.  "We should
put that out in front of the new City Hall."

     Meredith laughed with him.  It was easier than feeling bad
for the guy who'd hit him.  The cops had said he'd died instantly,
though, and for that Meredith was thankful.  The guy may have
been a drunk moron, but no one deserved to have sit through
that for long.

     "Well, we'll fix the cab, that's for sure.  Let's have a look at
your trailer," Johnston's boots echoed in the cavernous metal
building as he went to the other side of it, out the huge
hanger doors to where the shell of the trailer hunkered
in the cold air.  Meredith spit as he looked at it.

    "Ain't much to save there," he commented dejectedly.  He
had insurance on the cab, but not on the trailer, and regretted it.

     "No, don't appear so."  Johnston agreed, circling it.  Meredith
joined him, his good hand jammed in his pockets, surveying
the damage tiredly.  His arm hurt and he was about ready to
call it a day.  Get back to Harrisonburg whenever he could and
stay with Ray and his wife until he felt up to it.  He yawned.

     Then something caught his eye.

     He stopped, moved closer as Ray continued to circle
the twisted metal, reached out and rubbed at the trailer with
his hand.

     "Ray, come look at this."

     He looked at the trailer, then back at the car's remains
inside the garage, looked back at the trailer.

    A big rake of red paint.  Three or four feet's worth of it.
Nice new red paint.  More of a maroon.  Metallic, he would
guess.   New car....

     "That look like what I think it looks like?" he asked as
Johnston squinted at it, too, rubbed it with his finger.

     "New paint?" Johnston said, and Meredith nodded.
"That there before?"

     Meredith shook his head.  "No.  Nothing like that on
there before."

     Ray looked at him.  "Another car?"

     Meredith nodded, his mouth suddenly dry.  "Yeah.  Yeah,
I think so.  It was dark, and if someone was to have been
knocked over the side there..."

     Johnston nodded.  "Let's get to a phone."

***********

Disclaimer in Part 1.  This is Part 5.

***********

AFTON MOUNTAIN

 1:40 p.m.

     "Mulder..."

     He heard her voice but couldn't seem to force open
his eyes.  He was so cold, and tired, and....

     "Mulder, please...."  She was upset.  He could hear
that in her voice now.  And she was stroking his cheek
almost roughly, something desperate in the touch.
He turned his face into her hand and pried open his eyes.

     The interior of the truck.  Sunlight coming in.  Cold.  He
turned towards her.

     Her face was less than a foot away from his, her eyes
swimming with tears.  She was so pale her face was almost
translucent, her eyes deep blue pools.  Her lips were
trembling, her teeth chattering.

     "Mulder?"  She gripped the side of his head with her hand.

     "Uh huh?"  There was wetness beneath his nose,
trailing from the corner of his mouth.  He reached up and
swiped at it with the back of his hand.  He took in a deep
breath and pain shot through him; he coughed weakly,
which made it worse.

     "Your ribs are broken," she said softly when he'd
stopped coughing.

     "Yeah, I figured," he whispered, even the act of drawing
air a struggle now that the coughing had ceased.

     "You should have told me."  Despite her condition,
her tone was bluntly hurt and angry.  He shook his head,
put his hand against her cheek.

     "Please don't...nothing you could have done..."  He
coughed again, rolled over onto his back carefully.   Once
it stopped again, he turned to face her again, studied her
for a moment.

     The memories of the night before came back to him in
a rush, crossed his face quickly.  He wondered if she
remembered any it, which of the "12 Faces of Scully" he
was going to be seeing this morning....

     "How...how do you feel, Scully?" he asked cautiously.

     Her teeth chattering more loudly.  "I'm going into shock,"
she said.  "You are, too, but...you're behind me."  She
closed her eyes.  "Mulder, I'm so thirsty..."

     He nodded.  "Me, too.  We don't have anything, though.
I'm sorry."

     "I know...and those sunflower seeds of yours would...
only make it worse."

    He smiled.  "Don't even have any of those," he murmured,
and moved to sit up. She grabbed his arm quickly, the
speed surprising even her.

     "No, Mulder, don't," she said quickly, her voice regaining
some strength with the adrenaline.  "The ledge....we'll fall."

    <<So she does remember...>>

     "Okay, " he soothed, patted her arm.  "I just need to sit
up for a second, Scully."  He had to pull his arm gently from
her grasp to do it.  He could see she was still frightened.
"I'll be careful.  I promise."

     He kept a hand on his thigh as he pressed himself into
a sitting position, peering up at the sunlight coming into
the cabin.  He checked his watch, scowled, coughed again
carefully.  The pain was bad now.  Almost more than he
could tamp down.  He looked down at Scully.

     Blood had soaked through the t-shirts around the bone
in her leg.

     They were running out of time.

     "You need another shot?" he asked gently.

     "Yeah...split what's left between us.  You've got to be
hurting...as badly as I am." Her voice was faint and breathy.

     He looked at her leg again.  "I don't think so, Scully.
I think you win this time.  I'll take you next time, though.
Just wait."

     "Okay, you get...the next car accident."

     "Okay.  Deal."  He gathered the Demerol out of the bag,
and she held the bottle again as he drew the dose.

     "Is 50 enough?" he asked softly as he did so.

     She shook her head.  "But with me in shock..."  She trailed
off.  He nodded and asked nothing more.  He didn't want to
hear those words.  He finished drawing it and carefully put
the rest of the bottle away with unnecessary care.  There
wasn't enough left for another shot.

     Her eyes glassed over almost immediately.  She was
shivering all over now.  He reached over and tucked the
clothes gently around her.  She put a hand on his arm,
gave it a weak squeeze to stop him.  He met her eyes.

     "Mulder, I'm not going to make it," she whispered.

     The words made his guts ache even more.  He winced
as though she'd slapped him.  "Scully, don't--"

     "No listen," she pressed.  "I think that's why she....she's
coming to me.  Why I can see her."

     "Scully--"

     "She wants me to have some peace, you know?"  Her
eyes lolled a bit.  She licked her lips, her breathing shallow
and uneven.

     "Did...did you see her again?"  A cold chill was running
all over him, and he didn't know if it was shock or fear this
time.

     She nodded.  "She told me to stop...blaming myself for
what happened to her.  For you to stop blaming yourself.
She said..."  She swallowed, the speaking obviously
difficult.  "...that I didn't have to be lonely anymore."

      That was it.  He looked away, into the back of the car,
anywhere but at her as the tears sprang from his eyes.
He wiped at them quickly as they raced down his cheeks,
keeping his face angled away.

     "It's okay, Mulder..."  she whispered gently.  Her hand
reached up, gripped his arm.  "They're coming.  They're
coming for you.  They'll find you."

     "No."  It was a low grumble in his throat, his head shaking.

     "Yes, Emily said they were coming.  Someone named
Jimmy is coming.  He'll find you.  And--"

     "Be quiet, Scully--"

     "Mulder, it's better this way--"

     "SCULLY SHUT UP!"  He faced her now, roaring at her,
his face twisted into tears.  "JUST SHUT UP!"  He panted,
saw her eyes open even wider now in surprise.  "Don't you
DARE tell me it's better this way, don't you fucking DARE say
that to me!  EVER!"

     The anger blew itself over as he hunched over, catching
on a cry of pain.  He blew air out, cradling his ribs, the
words still spilling from him.

     "You're not going to die...you can't die...I can't....I love
you, Scully...I can't..."  He covered his eyes with his hand,
heaved in a deep, shaky breath.  "I love you...."

     He felt her hand on his wrist, pulling his arm down.
He met her eyes.  She was crying, too, but there was
something calm about her expression, something almost
contented in her eyes.  A small smile tugged at her lips.
"I know you do, Mulder.  I know.  I love you, too.  More than
you...could ever know."

     The words hung in the air for a moment, drifted in the
silence, their eyes locked.  Scully's bottom lip shook and
she bit down on it; she nodded simply, as if there were
nothing more to say.  Ever.

     Mulder let go the breath he had been holding, leaned
down over her.  His hand slid behind her neck, pulled her
head up against his shoulder.  She buried her face in his
neck, breathed him in, the warm human smell of him,
moving her head slowly from side to side, as though she
were trying to cover herself with it.  The tears streamed
down her temples, onto his neck.  He murmured her
name, his lips just below her ear as her arms went
around him carefully to the back of his neck and he kissed
her there.  Then she lifted his face away so that she could
look into his eyes.  Their gazes met, her hands cradling his
face.  Then, at last, he leaned down and kissed her mouth,
gently, tentatively.

     She closed her eyes, let the chasteness of it linger for
a few beats, then she parted her lips a touch.  Sensing it,
he pulled her bottom lip between his teeth, gave it a soft
tug, and her tongue came out to caress him.  He moaned
softly, sealed his lips over hers, deepening the kiss even
more as their tongues met, glided over each other slowly,
thoroughly, as though they meant to memorize the feel of
the other.  They stayed that way for long time, withdrawing
only enough to pull in shaky breaths before coming
together again.

     Finally he pulled back a bit, kissed her cheek, the soft
skin beneath her eye, her brow.

     "You're not giving up," he whispered fiercely, his lips
against her forehead, muffling the words.  "And you're
not going to die,"   She trembled, jerked her head in a
nod, closing her eyes, squeezing him to her with all the
strength she could muster.  He continued, his eyes closed,
his voice a warm, tired murmur.  "We're going to get out of
this.  And when we're out, you're NOT going to be lonely
anymore.  I promise.  And neither am I."

     She kissed him again softly, quickly.  Met his gaze as
her fingers smoothed down the hair at his temples.
"Okay..." she whispered.   "I believe you.  At least I...want to
believe..."

     He smiled broadly at that, kissed her forehead again
and leaned up, his hand lingering on her cheek.  Then he
pulled back to a sitting position.

     "I'm going to go up and have a look around," he said
tiredly.  "I just need to see how far we are from the road,
where we are."

     "But--"

     "I know," he said quickly.  "I'll be careful."

    With that he maneuvered himself around carefully
until he'd found his feet, his knees trembling as he
grabbed hold of the edge of the door and pulled himself up,
wedging his feet against the dash, facing the front of the
truck.  He peeked his head up, saw a small thicket of thin
trees in front of the car, one right in front of him, beside the
truck's ruined front wheel, which he used to balance himself
as he stood, his legs still trembling.  The floor of the woods
was a thick dark carpet of fern and leaves.  He looked up to
the sharp incline that must have been the way back up to the
road.  It was steep.  The truck's nose pointed towards it like
the arrow on a compass.  Then he turned and looked to the side.

     And reeled at the sudden sensation of falling --

     The sheer drop, the back quarter of the truck extending over
air and nothing but sky --

     He chanced a look down and saw the ribbon of a brown
river hundreds of feet below him, a foot or two of rock and
earth all that separated the side of the truck from the drop
off.   His wide eyes followed the line of the tree he was
leaned against down -- the front tire was wedged behind
its thin body, all that was holding the truck in place. He
jerked his hand off it quickly in horror.

     Pulling in a panicked breath, he swallowed desperately
but his mouth had gone as dry as sand.  "Jesus...oh
jesus...oh jesus..."  He turned again, slowly, carefully, this
time, struggling not to hyperventilate.

     "Mulder?  What...what is it?"  Scully called from below,
her voice soft and uncertain and more than a little afraid.

     He crouched down awkwardly, his breath rasping in his
throat as he worked his way back into the car.   He
swallowed, catching his breath as Scully looked at his
face in horror.  He looked like HE was the one who'd seen
a ghost.

     "Scully, we're both getting out of the car," he said, his
voice shaking but unearthly calm.

     Seeing his face, she nodded.  She didn't argue.

************

OVER MADISON, VIRGINIA

2:16 p.m.

     "Mr. Skinner!  There's a call for you, patched through ATC!"

     The navigator was pointing to a seat at one of the
consoles in the back of Marine Corps helicopter that
Skinner was riding in, shouting to be heard over the
steady thrum of the blades slicing through the air.
Skinner undid the harness that held him in the
pulldown seat where'd he'd been placed to be out
of the way, stood and went to the console a bit unsteadily,
taking the seat that the radar officer vacated for him.
He pulled on the headphones, angled the mouthpiece.

     "This is Skinner," he called loudly.

     "Assistant Director Skinner?"  It was Starks.

     "Yes, Captain Starks."

     "Your secretary patched me through to you up there.
Listen, I don't know if this is going to pan out for you, but
remember that wreck I told you about involving the
tractor trailer up on Afton Mountain?"

     "Yes, I remember.  What have you got?"  It was hard as
hell to hear.

     "Well, the truck driver just went to look in on the wreckage
of his vehicle awhile ago and found a big ole smear of red
or maroon paint on his trailer.  The car he hit was blue."

     He grabbed a piece of paper from the radar log book
and a pen.  "Where was that again?"

     "Afton Mountain.  About 40 minutes west of Charlottesville.
We're sending a car up there to check it out, see if they might
have gotten pushed over the side.  It was dark when they
were cleaning up last night, so they might not have seen it."

     Skinner scribbled it down, handed it to the radar officer,
who nodded and handed it up to the navigator; he gave a
thumbs up.

     "We're changing course for that general area, Captain.
Let me know as soon as you get a report from your officer."

     "Will do.  Shouldn't be long now.  An hour.  Maybe less.
If it's even them."

     "One way or the other, I'd appreciate a heads up, Captain.
Skinner out."

**********

AFTON MOUNTAIN

3:03 p.m.
 

    Ray Johnston slowed the tow truck down onto the
shoulder of the highway, just beneath the yellow caution
lights for the 25 mph curve on the switchback, pulled
on the emergency brake and the truck sputtered off.
Jimmy Meredith was staring off at the view even as he
opened the door and stubbed out his smoke.  The
door closed with a creak.

     "I hope you're wrong about this," Johnston said softly,
coming around to the front of the truck where Meredith
had stopped, still squinting at the horizon.  A cold
cold wind was blowing, and he bowed his head so that
the brim of his Braves cap cut the breeze.

     "Me, too," he replied tiredly.  "But I got a funny feeling
I ain't wrong.  That trailer was almost new.  Nothing like
that on it before.  I know that for a fact."  He gestured
towards the side with a nod.  "Come on."

     They walked about 50 feet to a place where the guardrail
was snapped, reaching out over the edge like thin crumpled
arms.  Meredith stopped about five feet from the edge and
then started to edge closer, sliding his feet sideways.  He
wasn't much on heights.  Johnston hung back about a step.
He wasn't either.

     "Jimmy, don't get too close now,"  he cautioned.  "Let the
cops do that when they get here."

     "I'm alright," he replied, watching the trees appear over
the edge.  There was a line of trees, about 100 feet down
and 500 feet wide, jutting out from the side of the mountain,
and then another dropoff into the valley below.  It was a long,
long way down.

     "This gives me the shits," Ray mumbled, coming another
step.

     He caught sight of the edge of his trailer, sticking out of
the treeline, a rumpled heap of grey.  It was on its side, the
tires facing up.  Pieces of it, large and small, littered
the ground around it.

     "You see anything?"  Ray was looking down and then
quickly away.

     "Yeah, the trailer's down there.  I see that."  His eyes
scanned into the trees, running through the dark shapes of
their branches.  It was like looking through a thick screen.
He squinted in the midday light.  Followed a line from the
trailer towards the edge carefully.

     And leaned over quickly.  Crouched.

     "I see it."

     "You do?  Where?"  Ray came forward a bit, looking.
Jimmy raised his arm, pointed as though he were following
the sight of a rifle.

     "Follow right down my arm," he said, not taking his eyes
off the dim shape almost hidden in the trees.  Ray got
behind him and squinted down.

     "I don't see...wait.  Yeah...Bronco or something.  Dark
red."  His voice had gotten a bit breathless.

     Meredith grunted an affirmative.  "And right on the
goddamn edge, too."  He could see the light of the valley
yawning out in front of it.

     They both turned at the sound of crunching gravel, saw
a the familiar blue of a State Highway Patrol car come up,
its blue lights spinning.  The officer got out, came forward
towards the edge.

     "You the one who called?"  the officer asked without
preamble.  Meredith was relieved to see that this one at
least looked old enough to have been laid.

     "Yessir," he replied.  "That was me."  He stood and faced
the officer.  "I believe we've got what you call a problem."

     "What do you mean?" the officer, "Sadofsky" his name
tag read.  He had a huge pair of binoculars in one hand
and a radio attached to his shoulder.

     "There's a truck down there.  A Bronco or something.  One
of them SUVs."  Ray pointed, and the officer carefully edged
towards the side and followed to where his hand was
pointing.  Finally, he laid down on his stomach, his arms
and head over the edge, and put the binoculars up to his
face.  There was a beat of silence.

     "Yeah, I got it.  Right on the edge."  He kept the binoculars
on his face, scanned the area slowly.  "Don't see...WAIT."
He froze, and something in the tone of his voice made the
other two men press a bit closer.

     "What?"  Ray was peering down into nothing, his eyes
scanning the trees.  Jimmy leaned over, spit, waited.  The
officer kept looking at the same spot for a long moment in
silence.  Then he pulled the binoculars away and pushed
himself back from the edge, stood quickly.  His hand went
to the mouthpiece on his shoulder.

     "Station, this is Unit 20 up on Afton Mountain, over."  His
voice was urgent.

     "Station here, go ahead," a woman's voice replied after
a puff of static.

     "Confirming report of a possible vehicle over the side on
Route 19, mile marker 26.  Red SUV.  Two, repeat two victims,
at least one alive.  Requesting fire and medical backup
immediately.  Alert Mountain Rescue and Life Flight.  And
also alert Captain Sparks at H.I.M.   Tell him I found his
Explorer, over."

*********

The End.  No, just kidding.  End of Part 5.  Continued in
Part 6.

Disclaimer in Part 1.  This is Part 6.

*************

OVER RUCKERSVILLE, VIRGINIA, 40 MILES NORTH OF AFTON

3:28 p.m.

     "Mr. Skinner!"

     The navigator pointed to the headset again, and
Skinner stood again, went to the radar station.

     "Skinner here," he called once he'd put on the headset
again.

     "Mr. Skinner, Captain Sparks here.  We believe we've
found your agents.  Not good news I'm afraid."

     <<Oh shit...>>

     "What's the news?"  His jaw muscles started working.

     "They've gone over the side on Afton Mountain, probably
run off by the wreck of that tractor trailer.  Got a report of two
victims, one alive that they can see from the road.  We're
sending Mountain Rescue, Life Flight and about everything
else we got up there."

     "You said Life Flight -- does that mean we can land up
there?"   Urgency was creeping into his voice now.

     "Yeah, should be able to. The road's plenty wide.  Tell
your pilot to watch the updrafts on the mountain, though.
Patch me through to your navigator and I'll give him the
coordinates."

     "Thank you for all your help, Captain," Skinner said.

     "No problem, Mr. Skinner.  I'll meet you up there.  Like
I said before, anything to help out the Feds."

     This time Skinner realized he meant it.

*********

AFTON MOUNTAIN

4:08 p.m.

     Mulder lay on his back, watching the sun begin to wain.
His teeth were chattering uncontrollably now, his whole
body quaking with tremors.  The cold didn't bother him;
he barely even noticed it anymore.

     He sucked in a breath.  The pain stabbed at him,
barely any air getting to his starving lungs.  His chest
heaved with the strain.  Pink froth came out of his mouth,
ran down the side of his face in a thin warm line.  And
when he coughed, his mouth filled with blood.  The strain
of moving them both from the car had finally pushed the
damaged ribs too far.  His lung was punctured, probably
collapsed.  It was only a matter of time now.

     He turned his head, checked Scully beside him.  She
had mercifully passed out as he was pulling her out of the
cabin of the truck, but not soon enough.

     He closed his eyes at the memory of the look on her
face as he'd pulled her from the seat, his arm curved
around her middle.  Though she'd nodded when he'd asked
her if she was ready for him to move her, she hadn't been
able to prepare herself for the pain.  As he pulled her body
against his, her legs dangling down, his arm tight around
her back, her hands had pressed against his chest, pushing
at him.   Her eyes were wide in her pale face, her look
almost accusatory, pleading.

     "No...Mulder, no...."  Her voice was nothing more than a
whisper.

     "Yes.  I have to Scully.  Just hang on..."

     "No....please..."

     Straining with his legs, he'd managed to rest her
against the edge of the roof and pull himself the rest of
the way up.  They had to move slowly.  He heard the tree
creaking with each movement.  By the time he'd perched
on the edge with her, she was slumped forward, passed
out cold.  He'd never been more thankful for something
in his life.

     Then he'd slid down the angle of the crumpled roof, hit
the ground on his feet, then reached for her, tugging on her
coat, his hand on the middle of her back.  She slumped
backwards and slid down slowly, Mulder controlling her
descent as best as possible until her legs rested on the
ground, his arm locked around her waist again.

     Then, panting, in terrible pain and lamenting the lack
of care it seemed to imply, he'd dragged her about 15 feet
and lain her on the ground, collapsing beside her.  He
would not get up again.  He was certain of that.

      Painfully, he rolled towards her, edging closer.  His
breaths were little more than gasps now, fast and shallow.
He pushed his arm beneath her, pulled her body to his
slowly until her face rested once again against his throat.
It brought to mind the kiss they'd shared, and was somehow
comforting.  He waiting a beat or two to feel her breaths
against him; they were there, but slow, faint.

     "We're okay....we're okay...."  He puffed out the words on
fast breaths.  As he drew in another breath, he caught on a
sob, pulling her closer to him.   The tears came again,
unbidden, and he pressed his cheek to the top of her head,
nuzzling her hair slowly.

     "Oh God...."  The words came out a choked whisper.
"Please...not like this....please..."

     Above him, a sound.  Coming closer.  A helicopter,
its blades beating the air somewhere above him.  Louder
now.  Closer.  And behind that, the scream of a siren.

     He heard them, but paid them no mind.  They seemed
to have nothing to do with him, with Scully.  There was
nothing in the world but the feel of her against him.
Her hair, still carrying a faint fragrance.  The softness of
her lips against the column of his throat.  The firm shape
of her back that his hand caressed.  The softness of her
cheek that he traced with his own.

     Nothing else.  He knew now that there never was anything
else.

     <<Too late...too late now....>>

 **********

     The military helicopter rounded the mountain, bringing
into view a cacophony of lights clustered at the corner of
the dark ribbon of highway.  The radar officer was standing,
looking out the window.

     "Looks like a goddamn police convention," he called to
Skinner over the beat of the engine.

     Skinner said nothing, his eyes raking the trees instead.
A Mountain Rescue vehicle was backing up the side, the
crane on the back edging out over the side of the dropoff.
He lost sight of it as the chopper banked, angling away
and dropping, coming to a rather bumpy landing a few
hundred feet from the commotion.

     The radar man pushed the door open and Skinner hit
the ground, ducking low and gathering his dark coat
around him as he trotted towards the logjam of rescue
vehicles.  A man in a dark suit came forward, flanked by
Highway Patrol.  He held a walkie talkie in one hand, and
extended the other to Skinner.

     "Mr. Skinner?"

     "Yes."  Skinner took the man's hand, shook it quickly.
"Captain Starks?"

     Starks nodded and gestured towards the side, Skinner
falling in beside him as they headed for it.  "Four
paramedics just rappelled over -- they're not down to the
bottom yet."

     They were walking through the crowd of officers at a good
clip.  When they reached the side, Starks took a pair of
binoculars from one of the troopers and handed them to
Skinner.

     "Right there," Starks said, pointing.

     Skinner took a deep breath, pulled off his glasses, and
looked through the eyepieces.

     Two people, both in black, pressed so closely together
that one was almost obscured by the other.  But he could
see the dark head of hair on one, and a shock of red on
the other.  Neither of them were moving.

     "Yeah, that's them," Skinner said grimly, pulling his
glasses back on.

     "We know the man was alive when the first trooper got
here," Sparks offered. "The other one, the woman...well,
she hasn't budged that we've noticed.  We haven't
seen any movement at all