LuvTheBeez
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CLASSIFICATION: Angst/MSR/M&S Married/Hopefully a laugh or two.
A little
song, a little dance - you name it, you got it.
CONTENT WARNING: Strong NC-17 for sexual content, extreme violence,
and
language. Scenes of childbirth.
SUMMARY: Mulder and a very pregnant Scully are caught in a hostage
situation.
OBLIGATORY STATEMENT OF TERROR: This is big-time MSR, but they never
call each
other "Fox" and "Dana". I mean, please. I have purposely
made it as un-
schmoopy as possible to avoid potential nausea. However, you
shall be warned
that they are married and pregnant, and they seem pretty darned fond
of each
other. If you don't like MSR, you won't like this story.
Oh, maybe you will.
I just don't know anymore. . .
SPOILERS: Nothing specific, but probably everything through season five
if you
want to be safe.
DISCLAIMER: Mulder, Scully and Skinner belong to Chris Carter, Fox and
1013
Productions, and have been used without permission. Any other
characters you
find belong to me, and they can be bought for the right price.
ARCHIVE: Go for it, but please let me know. It's only polite.
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Snow - Part 1 of 8
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Georgetown
Saturday, December 21
1:06 a.m.
Dana Scully stood in the middle of her living room, gazing out the big
bay
window. The falling snow reflected brightly against the blinking
white
Christmas lights and made the storm look more violent than it actually
was.
It was, if nothing else, incredibly beautiful. And the beauty
of it calmed
her, which was exactly why she stood there.
"Scully?"
She turned to see her husband leaning against the door frame.
He lifted one
hand to push away his sleep-tousled hair, a move that always drove
her to
distraction. She smiled up at him as he came to stand behind
her.
"You okay?" He wrapped his arms around her. As big as she
felt, he was still
able to wrap her up completely, his hands gently rubbing her swollen
belly.
She leaned back against him, allowing herself to be comforted by his touch.
"It's beautiful, isn't it?"
"It is," he agreed. "But I wonder why you're standing here looking at
it at
1:00 in the morning."
"I couldn't sleep, so I thought I'd sneak down and make some tea. Before
I got
distracted by the snow, that is." She shifted in his arms, turning
to face
him. "I'm sorry if I woke you."
"It was your absence that woke me, actually. You want me to make
you the
tea?"
"No, I'll do it. I could use the distraction." She kissed
him gently before
pulling away and walking into the kitchen. As she filled the
teapot, Mulder
sat down at the table, rubbing his eyes.
"Mulder, why don't you go back to bed? You don't have to stay
up and keep me
company."
He gave her a rather pointed look. "Actually, I was just looking
forward to
drinking a nice cup of tea while I sit with my lovely wife and stare
at snow."
"Mulder," Scully smiled. "As much as I love the sentiment, it's
not going to
be long before being up at 1:00 in the morning becomes commonplace.
You, my
friend, should get your sleep while you still can."
"How about a fire in the fireplace?"
"You're determined to join me in my misery, aren't you?" Scully
pulled open
the cupboard, scanning what appeared to be several hundred boxes of
different
herbal teas. If she had one passion, it was tea, and she felt
a complete lack
of guilt at pandering to her obsession. "The usual?"
"If it's good enough for Captain Picard, it's good enough for me."
"Well, it lacks a certain imagination, but I appreciate your dependability,
Mulder."
"I do what I can." Mulder stood, eyeing the fireplace. If
Mulder had one
passion, it was his unending attempt to build the world's greatest
fire. "I'm
off to be Fire Boy, Scully. Join me when the tea is ready?"
"Yeah, okay." Her voice had an odd cadence to it, and Mulder stopped
in his
tracks, looking over at her.
She stood with her head lowered, one hand grasping the package of Earl
Grey
while the other, balled into a fist, pressed into the small of her
back. Her
eyes were closed, her body stiff.
"Scully, what's wrong? Your back still hurting?"
Without hearing him cross the room, she felt his hands press firmly
on her
shoulders, then travel lightly down her spine to massage the ache in
the small
of her back. He'd had lots of practice with these impromptu backrubs
during
recent weeks and was an expert at knowing exactly where the pain was
located
and how much pressure was necessary to relieve it.
"Too much of a stretch for the Earl Grey, I think, Captain," she sighed.
"That feels incredible, Mulder. If there's one reason I look
forward to this
pregnancy being over, it's to get rid of these blasted backaches."
She rubbed
her hand over her stomach. "I think Brutus here may outweigh
me soon."
"Looking at you sideways, Scully, I think maybe he already does."
Much as
Scully would have liked to pop him for that remark, she'd caught sight
of
herself from a sideways vantage point more than once lately and saw
his point.
"You want me to get the other box down?"
"Yes, thanks. Go, build your fire. I'll be right there."
Handing her the tea, he reached up for two mugs and placed them on the
counter.
"I'm off to find my matches," he said gleefully.
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Scully paused for a moment at the entrance to the living room, watching
as her
husband carefully crumpled pieces of newspaper into intricate shapes.
Some of
the pieces were rolled carefully into long, tight wands, some barely
crumpled,
all arranged with exquisite care under the equally carefully-arranged
pieces
of wood. Scully could practically feel the concentration coming
off him in
waves.
"Mulder, it never really occurred to me before, and I certainly admire
the
skill with which you construct that masterpiece you've got going there,
but I
seem to recall a bit of a phobia you used to have about fire." She
placed his
mug down on the mantle. "How have you gone from fear to Master
Fire Builder?"
"It's all about control, Scully." Mulder paused for a moment as
he twisted
the life out of another geometrically perfect square of newspaper.
"This is
our house. This fireplace is a perfect little contained area,
inside our
house, where one can have a controlled fire that *stays* in control.
If I
build the fire, I have control over it. I am its master.
I *am* Fire Boy."
"You've thought about this before."
"I have indeed. I think constantly. I barely sleep for thinking.
My mind is
like a steel trap."
Laying the final bits of paper into the fireplace, Mulder lit a long
match,
and, with a dramatic flourish, touched match to paper, watching it
smoulder
and finally light before closing the fire screen.
"Voila, madame."
"You're truly a wonder, Mulder."
"Glad you recognize it, Scully." He moved to pull pillows off
the couch,
dropping them onto the floor in front of the fireplace. "Your mug,
please."
Scully handed him the steaming mug of tea, which he placed next to his
on the
mantle.
"You and Brutus, please," he bowed slightly, offering both hands to
her. She
took them and he lowered her gently to the ground. Covering her
with an
afghan retrieved from the sofa, he handed her the mugs of steaming
tea and sat
down behind her, plumping the pillows to support his back so that she
could
lean into him.
"Okay?" he asked, sipping the Earl Grey.
"Umm . . . more than okay. This is wonderful. I may have
to graduate you
from Fire Boy to Fire Man pretty soon."
"Don't rush me, Scully. I'm still young and need goals in my life.
I have
everything else I want - I have to have something to strive for, don't
I?"
Scully took a sip of her tea. "Do you, Mulder? Do you really
have everything
you want?"
Mulder set his mug down on the coffee table and wrapped his arms around
her.
"Scully, right now, sitting with you like this, I can't imagine wanting
anything more than what I've got right here in this room." He
stroked her
belly. "Except maybe seeing Brutus here make his entrance."
"There are still so many things we don't know. And Samantha . . . "
"We'll find Samantha, Scully. I believe that. And even if
we don't, I have
so much more than I ever could have hoped for. I never in my
wildest dreams
thought I'd have all this. This house, a gorgeous woman in my
arms, a baby
Brutus on the way. And a hell of a great fire in the fireplace."
"You have a strange and frightening fascination with fire, Mulder.
Tell me
again about the profile of a serial arsonist?"
"Scully, I insist that we refrain from shop talk. Besides, don't
ever give in
to your obvious temptation to profile me. It will only frighten
you, and
you'll come to realize what you've done by marrying me."
Scully placed her hand over his larger one. "Check out this belly
you've got
your hand on, Mulder. I'm well aware of what marrying you has
done to me."
"Touche, my darling. You have noted the obvious. My advice
to you is not to
dig any deeper. I am truly gifted at many things, including procreation.
That's all you need to know." Mulder wrapped her a little more
tightly in his
arms.
Scully smiled and leaned back against her husband. "Are you ever
afraid,
Mulder? That . . . things are this good?"
He turned his palm up to grasp her hand in his. "What do you mean?"
She sighed. "I don't know. I just . . . sometimes I worry
that I'm *too*
happy . . . that something's going to happen to change everything.
I mean,
everything feels so perfect right now. Right this minute.
I just don't want
anything to change."
Mulder ran his thumb over the back of her hand and lowered his head
to her
shoulder. He understood her fear and welcomed her expression
of it. She so
rarely spoke of her concerns, though he knew they were there - the
fear for
the baby's health after all that she'd been through, the fear of the
cancer
returning. With all that they'd seen in their years together,
there were so
many things to be afraid of.
The fear had been tangible for both of them when she had felt ill over
a
period of several weeks. That fear had been relieved by confirmation
of her
pregnancy, which in turn had been met with restrained happiness - a
miracle
they'd never dared to imagine. She'd been afraid in the beginning,
and didn't
relax until the first sonogram when she saw the baby for herself, saw
that it
was normal and healthy. Because of her cancer and the uncertainty
over
exactly what had been done to her during her abduction, she had insisted
that
the doctors consider her pregnancy high-risk, and she'd been monitored
carefully.
After the morning sickness subsided, she lived the pregnancy with joy
and
wonder, grateful beyond expression that she was able to live this experience
she'd believed she'd never have. The pregnancy progressed normally,
and she'd
felt wonderful, continuing to work though her husband had soon banned
her from
the field. The extra time allowed her to teach a couple of classes
a week,
which she loved.
Scully wasn't a complainer, but as tiny as she was, and as huge as this
baby
had gotten, Mulder knew she had to be uncomfortable. The last
couple of weeks
had been the worst, and one day, in the middle of the afternoon, he'd
walked
in to find her lying down on the office couch. She'd been so
stoic that the
sight terrified him into thinking that something must be terribly wrong
with
her, until she'd finally admitted to him that her back was bothering
her
unmercifully. She had gratefully accepted his offer of a backrub,
a comfort
she'd allowed several times since, and those seemed to bring her some
relief.
Now, the baby due in a little over a week, her belly had stretched to
a size
neither of them thought possible. It was impossible for her to
lie
comfortably, and her infrequent periods of sleep were interrupted further
by
Braxton-Hicks contractions and frequent trips to the bathroom.
He never
thought he'd want to hear her complain, but would have welcomed her
letting
him in, letting him comfort her a little more.
He put his hands around her as if holding a watermelon.
"Scully, take a look at yourself. I don't think there's any way
to avoid some
big changes coming our way." Taking her hand, he rubbed it over
the huge
mound of her stomach.
She smiled. "I know. I don't mean the baby, exactly.
I just don't want the
way we feel about each other to change."
"Scully," he sighed. "The way I feel about you, the way I've always
felt
about you, is never going to change. You're my life, Scully.
You and Brutus,
here. That will never change."
"You can't be sure of that, Mulder. Things happen." She
sighed, taking
another sip of tea. "I'm sorry. I don't know what's gotten
into me. I'm a
melancholy mess."
"You're entitled, Scully. Use your raging hormones to full advantage
while
you still can."
Scully shifted in his arms, moving to a more comfortable position.
"It's this
whole relationship thing, I think. I've never been good at it.
Not at
relationships with anybody. I'm not good at getting close to
people. Not
until you, and look how long that took."
Mulder was amazed. He'd never heard her speak so openly about
her feelings
before.
"Scully, why *do* you think it took us so long? The first few
years, didn't
you ever think about us in that way? That maybe we could have something
together?"
Scully shook her head. "Honestly, Mulder, I really didn't.
I didn't allow
myself to think that way. I've felt so closed off for so long,
I just didn't
think it would ever happen for me."
"Why do you think you let yourself feel so closed off?" He tucked
an errant
lock of hair behind her ear. "I mean, you grew up in one of the
closest, most
obnoxiously All-American families I've ever seen."
"And probably one of the most competitive. With my father's disapproval
of my
career, I've been so focused on the work . . . on trying to prove something
to
him, even after his death," she sighed, taking his hand. "And...I
was afraid,
I think. Afraid of getting too close. Afraid of getting
hurt."
"Dana Scully afraid? Dana Scully, who fearlessly looked the Flukeman
in the
eye with a clinical detachment?"
"Mulder, the Flukeman is a tangible, though admittedly ooky, thing.
It's
there. It's something you can touch, something you can deal with
in a
scientific way. You can leave it in its little Flukeman house
and walk away
at the end of the day." She sighed. "A relationship on
the other hand . . .
it's just . . . out there. All the time. It scares the
hell out of me."
"It could be worse, Scully. Imagine having a relationship *with*
the
Flukeman."
"Yikes," she said, nodding. "There's a relationship fraught with
problems
from the get-go."
Mulder kissed her on the top of her head and pulled the afghan up, covering
her shoulders against the chill air.
"I'm glad you picked me over the Flukeman, Scully."
"The slime factor made you a winner by a wide margin, Mulder."
"Well, you're doing just fine with me, Scully. You do our relationship
very
well. You're kind and thoughtful. You nurse me back to
health when I'm under
the influence of hypnotic substances. You shoot me when I need
to be shot.
You give great neck rubs. You make a great pot of chili AND you're
incredibly
gorgeous."
"Mulder, I'm gigantic."
"Scully, I don't deny that, but I have come to admire your girth.
It's become
quite impressive."
Scully shook her head, smiling. "You really know how to hurt a girl, Mulder."
Mulder turned his head to look out the window. The snow was falling
more
heavily now, coming down in a curtain of white. A heavy curtain
of white.
He frowned. "Just how bad was this storm supposed to get, anyway?
I missed
the news tonight."
"I missed it too. I'm sure it'll stop by morning. I'd love
it if we had a
White Christmas this year." She ran her hand along the length
of his leg.
"Tomorrow's Saturday - maybe we should get our tree. Have it
all set up in
case the baby comes before Christmas."
Mulder yawned. Her hand rubbing his leg was rhythmic and comforting,
and his
eyes were starting to feel heavy. Trees? Why was she talking
about trees?
"Whatever you want, Scully."
Scully leaned back against his chest, listening as his breathing became
more
regular, his body more relaxed. She closed her eyes, the flames
from the
fireplace dancing through the lids, and she slept.
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Georgetown
Saturday, December 21
1:45 p.m.
Mulder spent the next morning running secret Christmas errands which
he
insisted had to be performed alone. Christmas tree shopping had
been planned
for the afternoon. Her few free hours passed quickly - a pot
of homemade
spaghetti sauce simmered on the stove, a loaf of rosemary bread had
just gone
into the oven, and the new baby clothes had finally found their way
into the
washer and dryer. Scully sat folding them at the kitchen table,
marveling at
how tiny they were, how excited she was to dress the baby in them.
Brutus,
seemingly aware of her constant motion, had been especially active
all day,
kicking and squirming as she moved around the house. The timer
went off, and
she removed the bread from the oven, reminded of her childhood and
snowy days
when she and Melissa made chocolate chip cookies with their mother.
The snow had continued to fall throughout the day, the house remaining
in dusk
as the morning wore on. The bread turned out to cool, Scully
finally moved to
the table and sat. God, she was tired.
Throughout the pregnancy, she'd made a valiant attempt to keep the pace
of her
life. Only in the last few weeks, as the baby had grown to enormous
proportions, had the doctors insisted that she slow down, and she was
almost
grateful for the excuse to do so. She was small, this baby was
huge, and the
continuous ache in the small of her back was becoming more excruciating
each
day.
Mulder appeared in the kitchen. "Scully! That smell! You've
been baking
bread!"
"Not only do we have bread, we've got homemade spaghetti sauce for dinner."
She looked at him seriously. "Where's my present?"
Mulder sat beside her. "Check the calendar, Scully. Does
it say December
25th? No, I don't believe it does. Patience, woman."
Scully glared at him.
"How's the back, Scully?"
She shifted in her chair. "It's fine."
"Umm hmm," he nodded. "That's why you're sitting all bent up like
that,
right?"
"I am not bent up, Mulder," she protested, then decided to save time
by giving
up. "Okay, it's hurting a little, but it's just from sitting
at this table
too long. I got my autopsy notes almost finished."
Mulder shook his head. "And made spaghetti, and did laundry, and
baked bread.
Scully, you overdid it."
Scully stood. "Mulder, I did not overdo it. Before we go
tree shopping, I'm
going to take a shower and change into something a little less covered
with
tomato sauce." She put her hand on his shoulder. "This
would be a good
opportunity for you to hide any large Christmas gifts you may have
purchased
recently."
"Scully?"
"Yes?" she answered, smiling sweetly.
"Go take a shower."
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End of Part 1/8
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Snow - Part 2 of 8
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Saturday, December 21
2:05 p.m.
Scully stood under the warm spray, her forehead propped against the
tiles as
she allowed the water to ease the sore muscles in her lower back.
It felt
heavenly, and she attempted to calculate just how much hot water might
be
stored in their water heater. The baby was suddenly quiet too,
as if sensing
his mother's relaxation.
The shower door opened to reveal her stark naked but smiling husband.
"Room
for one more?"
She smiled. "Barely. Enter at your own risk."
Mulder climbed into the shower, leaning under the spray to douse himself
completely and then brushing the wet hair out of his eyes. He
took a good
look at his wife. "I thought you were never coming out.
I got lonely."
"Sorry about that," she laughed. "It just feels so great."
"Turn around," Mulder ordered as he poured a dollop of shampoo into
his hands.
He began to wash her hair, massaging the shampoo into her scalp, rubbing
slowly and tenderly.
"That feels wonderful, Mulder," she sighed.
"Yeah, well, that's nothing." Removing the hand-held shower head,
he rinsed
the shampoo from her hair, running his fingers through the strands
to gently
remove the tangles. Replacing the shower head, he plucked a washcloth
from
its hook and drenched it with Scully's fragrant liquid soap, working
it up
into a frothy lather.
Starting with her shoulders, he ran the cloth across her neck, moving
ever so
slowly down her arms and the back of her legs. Hanging the towel
over his
shoulder for a moment, he rubbed his fingers down her spine, moving
his thumbs
in slow circles, moving out toward her hips as he reached her waist.
"Tell me where," he said.
His thumbs dug into the tight muscles in her lower back, moving away
from her
spine until he felt her tense slightly.
"Oh," she groaned. "Right there, Mulder."
Balling his hands into fists, he massaged the muscles hard, digging
his fists
into her back.
"Too hard?" he asked.
"No," she sighed. "I don't think it can be too hard." She
moved her head a
little lower, allowing him better access to the knotted muscles.
"Mulder, you
have no idea how much this helps."
When, finally, she let out a breath of relief, he took her by the shoulders
and turned her to face him. Taking up the cloth again, he continued
his
ministrations across the top of her chest, over and around each swollen
breast, down around her belly. She moaned as the rough cloth
moved between
her legs, down the top of her thighs. He dropped the cloth on
the floor, his
hand moving back to massage her breasts, his thumbs rubbing across
the
incredibly sensitive nipples. She felt the arousal building
from deep inside
herself.
"Oh, Mulder . . . you're not trying to start something here, are you?"
"Shh . . . " His left hand remained on her breast, teasing the
nipple as his
right hand moved down her tingling skin to the huge mound of her belly,
caressing it gently for a moment, finally moving lower, cupping her
between
her legs, caressing ever so slightly. She moaned with the exquisite
torture
of it as his hand gently massaged her. He kissed her as he moved
a finger
inside her, instantly finding the swollen clit and pressing down on
it.
"Oh, my God," she gasped. "Mulder."
His finger moved, massaging her slowly, then faster, pulling back to
tease her
before pressing down again. His mouth left soft kisses down her
neck and
chest, moving to her breast, sucking for a moment, then pulling back
to roll
the sensitive nipple around his tongue. She moaned, her hands
moving through
his hair as she pulled him tight against her.
Grasping her hips, he knelt down, his tongue moving to take the place
of his
finger. She nearly couldn't breathe with the ecstasy of it.
Unable to
control herself, she moaned, grasping him hard by the shoulders.
His tongue
continued its gentle movements, rolling around her until finally, mercifully,
she came, shuddering uncontrollably. Her knees were weak as the
world melted
around her. Mulder stood and she fell into his arms, completely
spent, her
head resting on his chest, the hugeness of her belly tight between
them.
"Jesus, Mulder," she gasped. "That was unbelievable."
He wrapped his arms around her, kissing her on the top of her wet head.
She pulled back from him, raising her head to look into his eyes.
"I love
you." Her hands moved up from his waist, caressing his
chest, running down
his arms to grasp his hands in hers. "I love you so much," she
repeated.
Leaning down, he found her mouth with his and kissed her passionately.
He
pulled away, breathless. "God, Scully, you're so beautiful."
Scully laughed. "You're a sick man, Mulder." She rubbed
her tight belly up
against his straining erection, grinding into him and smiling as he
moaned
with pleasure. "A sick man with a big problem."
"Scully," he gasped. "You're the one starting something now.
I don't think
we should . . . "
She smiled and reached down to take his penis in her hand. "Oh,
Mulder,
there's more than one way to resolve this situation. You know
I'm no quitter.
I like to finish what I start." She moved her hand gently up
and down the
swollen shaft, caressing the tip with her thumb. He moaned, his
head thrown
back, his breath coming faster now. She smiled. She loved
to make him feel
this way.
Grasping him now with both hands, she ran her fingertips lightly up
and down,
teasing him with the lightness of her touch. His erection was
huge, and he
moved slightly to lean into the wall, his arms on either side of her
keeping
him upright as she touched him. She reached her head up, kissing
him as her
fingers continued their motion.
"Is that good, Mulder?" She sighed, rubbing her body up against
him, up and
down, up and down. She kissed him, teasing his tongue with her
own.
"Tell me what you want, Mulder. You want it slow? Like this?"
Grasping his penis again, she ran her thumb across the head, then moved
to
caress his balls, massaging them gently in her fingers.
Mulder gasped. "Yes, like that. God. Just like that, Scully."
She continued her caresses, her hand moving faster, her fingers flicking
the
tip of his penis.
He touched his forehead to hers as she continued to stroke him.
He looked
deep into her eyes and leaned closer, plunging his tongue deeply into
her
mouth until his need for air became too intense.
She continued her movements, stroking him one moment, releasing him
to grind
her body against his, then clutching him again, with both hands this
time, her
strokes harder, more urgent, then light again, her fingernails gently
raking
the length of him. He moaned, his head dropping to rest on her
shoulder.
"Jesus, Scully," he gasped. "You're killing me."
She smiled. "We can't have that, can we?" she whispered.
She grasped him
harder again, her hands running up and down until he was ready to explode.
When he came, he was gasping her name.
He stood for a moment to regain his breath, then took her face in his
hands
and kissed her gently on the lips.
"Christ, Scully, has anybody ever told you that you're really good at that?"
She looked at him and smiled, one eyebrow raised. "Do you really
want to know
the answer to that question, Mulder?"
He thought for a moment. "No, I guess I really don't." He smiled
at her.
"Come on. If I can still walk, let's go buy a tree."
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Little Sisters of Pine Christmas Tree Lot
Saturday, December 21
4:18 p.m.
The attendant tightened the final knot to lash the huge Christmas tree
to the
top of the car. Mulder reached into his wallet and handed him
$5.00.
"Thank you, sir," the kid said, smiling. "That's nice and snug
there, you
should be just fine." He waved at Scully through the open door.
"You have a
Merry Christmas, ma'am!" Pulling his gloves tighter, he ran off
to help the
next waiting customer.
"Sir and ma'am, Scully. We're officially old." Mulder slid
into the car next
to his wife and removed his gloves, blowing on his freezing hands.
"Okay,
we've now got the biggest Christmas tree on the lot. How we're
getting this
sucker in the front door I'll never know."
Scully smiled. "It's a great tree, Mulder. I know you wanted
the little
Charlie Brown tree, and I appreciate your admitting that you were wrong
and
getting the tree *I* wanted."
Mulder feigned horror. "I beg your pardon! I merely gave
in to appease you
in your delicate condition. I didn't want you to start blubbering
all over
the place if you didn't get your way."
Scully punched him in the arm. "I'll show you delicate, Mulder."
She smiled,
pulling the seatbelt all the way out to fit around her swollen middle.
"God,
Mulder, turn on the car. Let's get some heat going in here.
It's freezing."
Mulder inserted the key into the ignition, setting the heater lever
to full
blast. He turned to look at his wife. "Scully," he said,
seriously. "I have
a confession to make."
She looked at him curiously.
Mulder took a deep breath and opened his door, stepping out into the
falling
snow. He disappeared for a moment, the car windows too fogged
up for Scully
to see anything. Suddenly, in the open doorway, she watched as
a tiny,
pathetic little Christmas tree appeared, its needles desperately clinging
to
six spindly branches. Her husband's smiling face appeared
a moment later.
Scully shook her head. "Mulder, you are pathetic. I can't believe
you've
never brought home any stray dogs."
"Don't laugh, Scully," Mulder said, climbing into the car. "You
know that big
Christmas present in the closet?"
"So that's where all that whimpering was coming from last night."
"No, Scully," Mulder said, placing the little tree on the back seat.
"That
was me."
Scully laughed and looked back at the small tree. It really was
a sad little
thing, and truth be told, she was glad that they were taking the poor
thing
home. She hated to think of it sitting there all alone in an
empty lot while
the other trees were purchased.
God, she was becoming as bad as he was.
Closing the door, he moved to put the car in gear. "Anyway, I
thought we
could decorate it and put it in the nursery."
Scully smiled at him, touched. She reached out to take his hand
as they moved
into the traffic.
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Convenience Store
Saturday, December 32
4:32 p.m.
The snow was really starting to come down as they pulled into the drug
store
parking lot. It didn't usually snow much in D.C., but a wet southern
storm
had joined a much colder one from the north, and it was dumping a good
amount
of the white stuff. The city was unprepared for such a large
storm, and, if
it kept up, the plows would start falling behind soon and the roads
would
start getting dangerous. Mulder had never liked driving in the
snow and he
liked it even less with his pregnant wife beside him. He parked
the car,
leaving the engine running.
"Look, Scully, I'll just be a second. Why don't you stay here and keep warm."
She nodded at him. Her back was aching again and standing in a
long line of
Christmas shoppers was less than appealing. "Okay. Do me
a favor and get
some orange juice, okay?"
Mulder nodded and locked her into the car. She watched him as
he ran toward
the store, taking a breath as he skidded across a patch of ice.
She envied
him his grace as he righted himself easily and entered the store.
She looked
down at her stomach, feeling every inch an ungraceful blob.
Another Braxton-Hicks contraction tightened across the top of her belly
and
she rubbed at the cramping, letting air out between her teeth.
"Yikes," she
grimaced. "How much more of this are we going to have to put
up with,
Brutus?" The discomfort lessened quickly, and she leaned her
head against the
seat to wait.
Twenty minutes passed, and she sighed, using her scarf to polish a clear
spot
in the car window. She watched the entrance to the store.
Nothing. What in
the world could be keeping him? She looked around the parking
lot. There
were surprisingly few cars, people probably putting off their shopping
to wait
out the storm. She wondered what had distracted him inside the
store this
time. More diaper or baby food comparisons, probably. He
had become
something of an expert on virtually all infant paraphernalia available
on the
free market. From baby furniture to organic whipped peas, Mulder
had
researched it all.
Scully scowled out at the falling snow. Her bladder was screaming
for relief.
She was going to have to go in there and get him.
She turned off the car and opened the door. The wind was really
starting to
howl now, and the coldness of it on her skin was shocking. She
pulled up the
hood of her jacket and moved slowly toward the store, cautious on the
slippery
whiteness. As independent as she liked to think herself, she
hated walking
through the snow and ice without support. She felt unbalanced
by the baby's
weight and it was difficult to catch herself if she started to slip.
Finally,
she reached the door and pulled it open, a blast of warm air meeting
her as
she walked in.
Mulder stood not ten feet away from the front door, staring toward the
far end
of the store. Holding a carton of orange juice in his hands,
he glanced over
at the sound of the door opening, his eyes widening at the sight of
her. A
strange look crossed his face and he shook his head gently, his eyes
large.
"Mulder," she said. "What are you doing?"
"Scully," he whispered. "Get the hell out of here!"
Suddenly, from the other side of the store, a huge crash sounded as
a display
of Christmas bulbs was knocked to the floor. As Scully turned
to leave, a man
with a gun, his face covered with a ski mask, appeared from nowhere,
blocking
the exit. He grabbed her by the arm and shoved her roughly back
into the
store. Mulder reached out, grabbing her around the waist to steady
her.
The front of the store was now visible to Scully, and she looked around
in
horror. In addition to the man who had just grabbed her, an identically
dressed second man stood in front of the manager's desk, his gun pointed
at a
female employee. Scully quickly counted eight hostages all together
- the
manager, two employees and three other customers. The first man
moved quickly
over to the store manager, grabbing him by the arm and pulling him
toward the
front door.
"God damn it!" he shouted. "I told you to lock the fucking door!!"
The
manager, a pudgy man in his middle fifties, looked at him in horror.
The
masked man gave him a shove. "Do it, you idiot!"
The manager locked the front door with shaking hands, turning the sign
to
signify that the store was closed.
"All right," shouted the first man, shoving the manager ahead of him.
"Everybody move over here, nice and slow." He waved his gun, motioning
the
hostages toward the desk.
Scully looked up at Mulder. He gazed down at her, a sad smile
crossing his
face. "You thought things were going too well . . . " he whispered,
taking
Scully's hand and leading her to the center of the store.
Once everyone was gathered together, they were ordered to sit.
An older woman
whose nametag identified her as 'Beth' motioned the others aside so
that
Scully could sit with her back leaning against the desk. Scully
smiled at the
woman gratefully as Mulder grasped her hands and lowered her gently
to the
floor, taking his place close against her.
"You okay, honey?" Beth whispered.
Scully nodded as she shifted in an attempt to find a comfortable position
on
the hard floor.
The second man disappeared for a moment, and suddenly the lights in
the store
went off. Scully looked up at Mulder. With everyone on
the floor blocked by
the checkout counters, anyone driving into the parking lot would see
the
"closed" sign and the lights off, and would assume that the store had
closed
early because of the weather. His eyes met hers and
he gave her a look that
just screamed "we're in deep shit." He squeezed her hand.
Satisfied that their hostages weren't going to give them any trouble,
the two
men ordered the manager to open the safe. Scully watched the
man as he turned
the numbers with a shaky hand, overshooting one in his nervousness
which
required him to start over from the beginning.
The first man kicked him hard in the back. "Listen, you asshole.
Stop fucking
around with us! You've got thirty seconds to get that thing open!"
Scully looked at the terrified manager. He was shaking like a
leaf and
sweating profusely. She was afraid the poor man might have a
heart attack.
He gasped as he was shoved hard against the safe.
"Look," Scully said. "You're scaring him. Just give him a minute."
"Scully . . . " Mulder warned in a whisper.
The masked man turned at the sound of Scully's voice. Slowly,
he walked over
to stand at her feet, his gun pointed at her head.
"Who told you you could speak?" he asked. "Did I tell you it was
okay to
talk?"
Scully looked up at him, shaking her head. She could feel Mulder
tense next
to her. She squeezed his hand, afraid that she had unthinkingly
put him in
more danger than she had herself. If he tried to take this guy
on in her
defense . . .
"Look, bitch, *I* tell you what to do." He waved the gun closer to her
face.
"Right now, you sit here and be quiet. When I tell you to do
something else,
you do that too. You understand now?"
Scully nodded again.
"Smart girl." The man turned at the sound of the safe finally
opening. He
was back by the manager's side in two long strides and he reached down,
patting him on the back. The manager flinched at his touch.
"Now you got it, Jack," the man said, pulling the manager to his feet.
"Now
you go over and sit down."
The man sat heavily on the floor as the thieves began to fill canvas
bags with
money. The safe was filled with cash, the store having apparently
enjoyed a
profitable day and it took several minutes to empty. As the last
of the money
was removed, the sound of tires crunching over snow came from outside
the huge
store windows.
"What the fuck . . ." Ducking down, the men ran forward
to peer over the
check stand. "God damn it!" He turned back to the manager.
"You pushed the
alarm after I told you not to? You fucking idiot!"
The manager was shaking his head in denial, his hands held in front
of him in
a defensive posture. "I didn't, I swear!" he pleaded, his voice
shaking. "It
goes off automatically when the safe is opened at an unscheduled time
. . . I
can't control it!"
"But you didn't tell me, you idiot!" The man, his gun pointed at the
manager's
head, kicked him hard in the leg. "We would have been here
and gone, but now
look what you've done!"
With a deafening explosion, the gun went off, leaving a huge hole where
the
manager's face used to be.
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Snow - Part 3 of 8
***************************************
Convenience Store
Saturday, December 21
5:03 p.m.
A young blonde woman, a customer still clutching tightly to her carry-basket
filled with Christmas decorations, screamed as she was covered in blood
and
brain matter. She began to wail hysterically as she attempted
to wipe the
gore off her clothing.
Mulder pulled Scully hard against him, his hand instinctively covering
her
head to protect her.
The agitated gunman began to pace back and forth, waving the gun and
muttering
to himself. The arrival of the police was clearly not in his
plan. He pulled
the ski mask off, tossing it to the ground. He appeared to be
in his early
thirties. A day's growth of beard lined his jaw and his hair
was tousled and
sweaty from being beneath the knit mask.
The second gunmen stood watching him. "Darryl," he whispered.
"What are we
going to do now?"
"I don't know what we're gonna do!" Darryl screamed. "We're fucked!!"
He
turned to the young woman as she continued to cry hysterically.
"Shut up! I can't think!!" he yelled, pulling his gun up and firing
once
again. The woman stopped screaming, staring down in shock as
blood started to
run from the bullet wound in her shoulder. The other hostages
gasped. Some
began to cry quietly.
Darryl continued to pace up and down. "I just need to figure this out."
The manager's phone, on the wall just above Mulder's head, began to
ring.
Darryl spun toward the sound, his breath coming in short gasps.
Mulder turned to look at the man, his voice calm and quiet. "You
should
answer it. You'll need to talk to them if you want to get out
of here."
Darryl, suddenly calm, turned and stared at Mulder as if he'd suddenly
appeared from nowhere.
"You think so?" he asked Mulder. "You think I should get the phone?"
Scully looked up at the man, concerned by his sudden calm. She'd
known Mulder
would eventually try to deal with the situation, would have the perp's
motivations and childhood traumas figured out within the hour, but
she was
terrified. She clutched at his hand, pulling it tight in her
fist.
"This phone? You think I should answer this phone?" he asked again.
Mulder
nodded.
The man paused for a moment, moving to reach for the phone when he suddenly
brought his leg back, hurling it forward again with all his strength.
With no
time to react or protect himself, Mulder took a direct hit in the pit
of his
stomach, gasping as the air was knocked out of him.
"Mulder!" Scully cried, clutching his arms as he bent nearly double
with the
pain. "Mulder," she whispered. She pushed the hair back
from his forehead,
looking into his face. He grimaced, gasping for air. She
stroked his back
until he seemed able to catch his breath. He turned to face her.
"Mulder, are you okay?" Her voice trembled. "Are you badly hurt?"
Mulder shook his head. "Just knocked the wind out of me," he whispered,
clutching at his stomach. "I'm okay."
Darryl slammed the phone down and began walking toward the back of the
store.
"I'm getting beer. I need to think. You watch them, Louis.
Don't fuck it
up."
Louis pulled off his mask, dropping it onto the counter. Tears
fell from his
eyes and he wiped them away in frustration as he fought to gain control.
He
was young, much younger than Darryl.
"This wasn't supposed to happen," he said, more to himself than to the
assembled hostages. "Nobody was supposed to get hurt. He
promised me no one
would get hurt!" Louis continued to wipe the tears from his face.
"Louis," Scully said quietly. "I'm a doctor. I'd like to check
on that young
woman. If it's all right with you."
Louis turned to the injured woman who clutched her shoulder, the blood
still
running freely down her arm.
"Louis, she might bleed to death," Scully whispered. "It will
be better for
both of you if no one else dies."
Louis thought for a moment, then nodded his head. "Okay, but be
quick.
Darryl might get mad at me."
Scully started to rise. Mulder clutched at her arm.
"Scully," he whispered, concern in his voice. "Don't do this."
She smiled at him. "Mulder, I can't let her bleed to death.
I'll work as
quickly as I can." She grasped his shoulder, using him as leverage
to get
herself up off the floor.
"Beth, I need towels or something absorbent."
Beth pointed to the register. "There's a roll of paper towels under
the
counter."
Mulder's heart pounded in his chest as he watched Scully retrieve the
paper
towels and bend down next to the stricken woman. Tearing off
a huge wad of
towels, she lifted the woman's shirt, wiping away the blood to examine
the
wound.
"What's your name?"
"Catherine." The woman stared at Scully, her eyes huge. "Am I going to die?"
"No," Scully answered. "You were lucky. The bullet went
clean through. You
lost a lot of blood, but you'll be fine." She pressed the wad
of towels
against the woman's shoulder, then turned to the man seated next to
her.
"Sir, what's your name?" she asked.
"John."
"Okay, John, I could use your help here, all right? You need to
hold this
hard against the wound, okay?"
He nodded, reaching out to take the wad of towels.
"Just pull off more paper towels if you need them. Keep applying
pressure
until the bleeding stops."
"Okay," he whispered, placing his hand where Scully indicated, pressing
down
hard.
Scully began to rise from her crouch. Louis reached out to help
her, pulling
her up, his hand on her elbow as she returned to Mulder's side.
"You really a
doctor?" he asked, his voice a whisper.
"Yes, Louis," she said.
He pointed to her belly. "You're gonna have a baby."
Scully nodded again. "Yes, Louis, I am." Mulder reached
up to help her sit
back next to him, wrapping his arm around her shoulders to pull her
tight
against him.
"I like babies." Louis smiled at her.
"Louis," Mulder whispered. "Why are you doing this?"
"I promised," he pleaded. "My brother needs my help."
"Louis." Mulder spoke quietly and deliberately. "Why don't you
think about
letting some of the hostages go?" Louis stared at him in confusion.
"Catherine needs to go to a hospital, Louis."
"It's not for me to decide," said Louis. "I'm not in charge."
He walked back to the check stand, hopping up to sit on the counter.
Mulder turned to his wife, crushing her in his embrace. "Jesus,
Scully," he
whispered. "You scared the crap out of me. What if Darryl
had come back?"
"Mulder," she took his hand. "I had to. I'm sorry."
He looked her hard in the face, and she saw understanding there.
He didn't
like it much, but he understood.
She rubbed a hand lightly over his stomach. "How are you, Mulder? You okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine," he whispered. "No broken bones. I'm gonna
have a hell of a
bruise, though. I'll look terrible in a bathing suit."
Scully smiled. "You're lucky it's 18 degrees outside." She
grimaced
suddenly, moving her hand to massage her swollen belly.
Mulder looked at her, concerned. "Scully?"
"Just another Braxton-Hicks," she said, her eyes closed against the
spasm
which passed fairly quickly. "I'm fine. This may be just
a bit more
excitement than I needed."
"For all of us," whispered Beth.
Scully smiled at the woman, leaning against Mulder in a desperate search
for a
comfortable position. She was suddenly exhausted. How in
the hell did they
get themselves into this situation? She thought of the tree strapped
to the
top of the car outside, the little Charlie Brown tree in the back seat.
It
was going to be such a wonderful evening - a fire in the fireplace,
Christmas
carols on the stereo while they decorated the tree. It all sounded
so corny
now. God, she just wanted to go home. And she could really,
really use a
trip to the bathroom.
Darryl suddenly returned, tossing a cold beer to his brother.
He picked up
the telephone, dialing a number he had written on the palm of his hand.
It
appeared that someone picked up on the first ring.
"Okay," Darryl said into the phone. "But you try fucking
me over and more
people die, you understand?" He glanced around the room.
"I'll let four of
the hostages go. The rest stay here until we get our car."
He slammed the
phone down and walked to stand at the front of the small group.
"Okay," he said. He looked around the room, eyeing each hostage
in turn,
making his choices. He pointed at John, who still held the wad
of paper
towels against Catherine's shoulder.
"You. Take her out." He glanced around the room again, eventually
pointing
to an older black couple who sat huddled together on the floor.
"You two.
Get going."
They rose to leave, reaching out to help support Catherine.
"Excuse me, Darryl?" Mulder said. Scully clutched at his hand.
"My wife -
Dana - is pregnant. I'd really appreciate it if you'd let her
go too."
Darryl scowled and walked over to face him. "You know, you talk
too much."
He pointed at Scully. "You think I'm gonna give up a pregnant
woman? She's
like gold, my friend. She stays."
Mulder slumped back against the desk. He closed his eyes.
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Snow - Part 4 of 8
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Convenience Store
Saturday, December 21
6:05 p.m.
An hour passed, and the store grew increasingly dark as the storm continued
unabated. Darryl had calmed considerably and spoke quietly but
deliberately
to the police each time they phoned. Mulder was unable to hear what
was said,
but knew from experience that the first goal would be to get the rest
of the
hostages released. His biggest fear was for Scully. Darryl
was convinced
that she was his most valuable hostage. Mulder was terrified
that he would be
released, ordered to leave the store without her. He brushed
his arm back to
feel the gun tucked securely in its holster, determined that such a
scenario
would never take place.
Scully leaned heavily against him and he stroked her hair, worried about
what
the stress might be doing to her. He kissed her gently on the
forehead.
"You okay?" he whispered.
She nodded. "Yeah. Mulder, I need to use the bathroom.
I *really* need to
use the bathroom."
Mulder glanced up as Darryl hung up the phone. "Darryl?"
Darryl looked down at him. There was something about this guy.
Something he
didn't like. "Now what?"
"Dana needs to use the bathroom," he said quietly. "We've been sitting
here
for a long time . . . "
Darryl stared at Scully thoughtfully. "Okay," he decided.
"I guess there's
not much danger of you trying to squeeze through a window. But
you go by
yourself. And if you're not back here in three minutes, I shoot
your big-
mouthed husband. You got that?"
Scully nodded, moving in an awkward attempt to stand. With help
from Mulder
and Beth, she got to her feet and began to move toward the back of
the store.
"No funny business!" Darryl shouted after her. "I'm timing you!"
************************************
Darryl waited for seven minutes before moving to point the gun at Mulder's
head.
"Where the hell is she?"
Mulder was worried. Scully would never purposely put his life
in danger.
Something had happened. He stared up at Darryl. "Please,"
he said.
"Something may be wrong. Let me go see if she's okay."
Darryl shook his head. "No, not you." He pointed to Beth.
"You go and bring
her back. You bring her back now or I swear I'll kill him."
Beth got to her feet, giving Mulder a reassuring smile as she moved away.
************************************
Beth practically ran to the bathroom, terrified that she'd hear a gunshot
before she made it back to the front of the store. She knocked
frantically on
the closed door.
"Dana!" she said. "Open the door." There was no answer and
Beth reached
down, the knob turning easily in her hand. She walked into the
large bathroom
to see Scully standing in front of one of the sinks. The water
was running
full force, and Scully stood with her head down, one hand clutching
the
porcelain for all it was worth. The other hand was balled into
a fist which
she rubbed desperately at the small of her back.
"Dana?" Beth moved into the room, placing her hand on Scully's
back when she
realized what was happening. "Oh, God, Dana. You're having
a contraction?"
Scully nodded, breathless.
"Not Braxton-Hicks?" Beth asked hopefully.
Scully continued to pant as she shook her head. The contraction
ebbing, she
stood straighter, one hand still clutching her back. "My water
just broke,
Beth."
Beth sighed. "Oh, honey . . . "
Scully took a deep breath and looked at Beth, fear in her eyes.
"How long
have I been gone? Is Mulder okay?"
"He's okay," she assured her. "They sent me to get you.
We've got to hurry.
Can you walk?"
Scully nodded as Beth grabbed her around the waist, escorting her from
the
room. Scully grabbed her arm. "Listen, Beth, we can't let them
know that I'm
in labor. Things have calmed down out there, and I don't want anybody
to get
excited."
Beth looked at her, horrified. "Dana, are you sure? You
need to get to a
hospital." She was amazed at how quickly the young woman's composure
had
returned.
Scully took Beth's hand. "This was my first real contraction.
This is my
first baby. It could be hours and hours before there's cause
for concern.
Please, Beth, trust me on this."
Beth shook her head. "All right. I think you're crazy, but
I'll do what you
ask."
As they reappeared at the front of the store, Darryl grabbed Scully
roughly by
the arm. "Where the hell have you been? Did you not hear
what I said?
You're lucky you didn't get your husband killed with that little performance."
"I'm sorry," Scully said. "I just got a little dizzy for a minute.
I'm fine
now." She returned to her place next to Mulder, who searched
her face
frantically.
Darryl and Louis moved back over to the checkout counter, talking quietly.
Mulder cupped Scully's cheek. "Hey, you all right? Why are
you feeling
dizzy?"
"I'm fine, Mulder," she said. "I'm not dizzy, I just - needed
an excuse." She
glanced over at Beth, who was shaking her head.
"Dana, I promised not to say anything to those two idiots, but," she
turned to
face Mulder. "Mulder, is it?"
He nodded.
She looked at Scully, her face serious. "You need to tell your
husband what's
going on."
Now Mulder was really worried. "Scully, what is it? What's going on?"
"Mulder," she said calmly. "There's nothing to get excited about
yet, but
when I was in the bathroom . . . before Beth came looking for
me . . . I . .
."
"Oh, for Pete's sake," Beth whispered. "Her water broke. She's in labor."
Mulder leaned his head back against the desk, his eyes closing as he
let out a
long sigh. He turned a worried eye on Scully, brushing a lock
of hair behind
her ear. "Are you okay?"
She smiled. "I'm really fine, Mulder. Honestly."
He looked at her silently for a moment. "Scully, you've got to
try to hide it
from them. Right now, you're extremely valuable to them.
I don't think we
should do anything to make them feel differently. As long as
they don't
consider you a hindrance, they won't hurt you." He rubbed his
hand up and
down the length of her arm.
Beth shook her head. "You two are cracked. How do you know
so much about
this stuff, anyway?"
"Jesus Christ," shouted Darryl, moving back to them. "What's with
all the
chit-chat over here? You people just don't listen, do you?"
He grabbed
Scully's arm, pulling her roughly to her feet. "I can't think
with all this
damned yapping going on. It's liable to get somebody killed in
a minute."
Darryl placed the gun against her temple, pushing hard. Scully
gasped,
instantly regretting the involuntary sound as she saw Mulder jump to
his feet.
"No! Mulder, it's all right . . . "
It was too late. Mulder, his face a mask of pure rage as he watched
this
animal touch Scully, catapulted up from the floor, reaching back for
his gun
as he lunged at Darryl. It was far too easy for Darryl to raise
his own gun
and fire at the man charging toward him. Mulder crumpled to the
floor.
"My God," shouted Scully. "Mulder!" She rushed to him, dropping
to her knees
and pushing the hair back from the bloody wound in his forehead.
Darryl was breathing heavily as he reached down to pick up Mulder's
Sig.
"What the fuck is this? Who the hell is this guy?" He shoved
Scully aside as
he began to search through Mulder's pockets, pulling out his i.d. and
flipping
it open. A look of horror crossed his face.
"FBI?" He stared at Mulder's i.d. in disbelief. "He's
fucking FBI? Jesus
Christ, what else can go wrong?" He moved over to the aisle,
knocking down a
display of glass juice bottles, broken glass and liquid exploding over
the
floor.
He returned to Scully, pointing the gun in her face. "Get the
fuck up. I'm
locking you in the storeroom back there until I decide whether or not
to kill
you all." Scully stared at Mulder's pale face. She was
having a hard time
catching her breath.
"Now!!" screamed Darryl.
Beth moved quickly to Scully, pulling her up by the arm. "Come
on, Dana."
She looked up at Darryl. "We're going to need some help with
him."
Darryl gestured to a shell-shocked Louis, who moved over to help drag
Mulder
back to the storeroom. Beth and Scully were unceremoniously shoved
in after
him, the door slammed and locked behind them.
Scully rushed to Mulder, laying his head gently in her lap to examine
the head
wound more closely. Beth knelt beside her.
"Is it bad?" she asked.
Scully let out a long, shaky sigh. "No. It just grazed him.
He's out cold,
though." She glanced around the room. Supplies for the
store were stacked
everywhere. "Beth, do you think you could try to find something
to help stop
the bleeding? Maybe something to clean the wound?"
"Sure," said Beth, jumping up to rifle through the boxes.
Scully continued to stroke Mulder's forehead, closing her eyes in relief.
He'd be okay. A tear slipped down her cheek.
Beth returned moments later with a package of napkins and a bottle of
drinking
water. Scully cleaned the wound as best she could, holding the
wad of paper
against the wound to staunch the bleeding. Mulder slowly began
to stir, his
hand reaching up to his forehead as he came around. He groaned.
"Mulder," Scully said gently. "Are you okay?"
Mulder turned his head toward the sound of her voice, his head resting
against
the bulge of her belly. He looked up at her. "I was
dreaming about
basketball," he said. He reached up to stroke her stomach.
"Very funny," she said. "Can you sit up?"
"Since childhood." He sat up slowly. He was a little dizzy,
but managed to
stay upright. "Wow. Major headache."
Scully smiled sympathetically at him. "I'll bet." Her face
turned serious.
"God, Mulder. I was so scared."
He cupped her cheek in his hand. "I'm fine, Scully. How
are you? Did he
hurt you?"
"No, I'm perfectly fine," she assured him. "Mulder, I need to
check you out.
I think the bullet just glanced off that hard head of yours, but I
want to
make sure you're not concussed." She watched carefully as he
tracked her
finger. His pupils appeared equal in the dim light, and a cursory
exam of the
wound seemed to rule out any skull fracture. Scully sighed with
relief.
"Any nausea, Mulder?"
"No. I'm okay."
"You were lucky, Mulder. It could have been a lot worse."
"Scully, if I were really lucky . . . "
"We'd be at home drinking hot chocolate and trimming our Christmas tree
right
about now. I know."
Beth reached over Mulder's shoulder, a bottle of ibuprofen in her outstretched
hand. "Maybe these will help."
Mulder took the bottle gratefully. "Beth," he said, smiling up
at her.
"Thank you. How are you doing?"
Beth nodded. "I'm fine." She sat down on the floor beside
Mulder and looked
at him seriously. "You're FBI, so I assume you know something
about how these
things are handled."
Mulder nodded.
"So," she said. "What do you think's going to happen now?"
Mulder sighed. "The police will continue to negotiate with Darryl
for our
release. Failing that, they'll send the swat team in, hopefully
before he . .
. "
"Kills us," finished Beth.
Mulder nodded, taking in his surroundings for the first time. "Where are we?"
"Storage room," answered Scully. "Mulder, what time is it?"
Mulder glanced at his watch. "It's 6:30. What difference does that make?"
Scully took a deep breath. "Oh, it might make a big difference.
Six-thirty,
Mulder. Remember that." She grimaced as a contraction pulled
tight across
her back.
Mulder moved over to her, stroking her head. "Okay, Scully, you're
okay.
Relax into it." He put his hand on her shoulder, his face close
to hers as he
tried to get her attention. "You want to try the breathing, Scully?"
She shook her head, her face relaxing. "It's okay, it's going
away already.
It's okay."
Mulder rubbed her shoulder. "Scully, how long ago was the first one?"
Beth looked at her watch. "Twenty minutes. I thought I should keep track."
"Okay," Mulder tried to sound confident. "That's still a long
time between
contractions, Scully. We've got lots of time."
Scully looked up at Mulder for a long moment. She reached out
to touch his
face as a single tear pooled, then fell slowly down her cheek.
"I thought they'd killed you," she whispered. She leaned into
him, wrapping
her arms tightly around his neck as she buried her face in his shoulder.
Pulling her against him, he wrapped her safely in his embrace.
"It's okay,"
Mulder whispered, stroking her back gently.
************************************
The Front of the Store
Saturday, December 21
8:15 p.m.
Louis looked over at his brother, watching him as he lit his fifth cigarette
in as many minutes. Louis was worried. Darryl was crazed,
pacing frantically
as he lit cigarette after cigarette, taking only three or four drags
before
angrily stamping the thing out and reaching for another. He murmured
to
himself endlessly, arguing with unseen enemies, seemingly lost in his
own
world - a world he couldn't quite figure out how to escape.
Louis ran a hand over his face. It was freezing in here, and he
found it
strange that he could see his breath even while he sweated profusely.
When
they were home tomorrow, he'd ask Darryl how that could be. He
had absolutely
no idea what to do, saw no way for this to end, but was convinced that
his
older brother would eventually figure a way out. Darryl had always
been the
strong one, fifteen years older and the unquestioned leader.
Louis had always
looked up to his older brother and Darryl had always been there to
take care
of him, to protect him. He'd been only 10 years old when their
parents had
died, and Darryl had raised him as well as he could, sent him to school
every
day until he lost his job and they had to start moving around.
Louis hadn't
minded, had never really liked school anyway. It was hard, and
he knew he
wasn't very smart. The teachers called him 'slow', but he wasn't
too slow to
know that they meant 'stupid'. Darryl told him that he shouldn't
think of
himself that way, told him that he'd get low self-esteem if he kept
thinking
that way.
Louis looked up as Darryl reached up to ruffle his hair. "You okay, Darryl?"
Darryl smiled. "Yeah." He stamped out another cigarette,
and Louis watched
as he squished it, his foot making a black mark on the tile floor.
"What are we going to do next, Darryl? Can we go home now?"
"Not yet, Louis." Darryl glanced nervously out the window.
"We're waiting
for our car. Then we'll go home, okay?"
"Okay," agreed Louis. "Hey, Darryl? Do you think I could
take those people
something to eat? That lady - she's gonna have a baby.
She might need
something to eat."
Darryl turned to his brother. "She doesn't need anything to eat,
Louis.
Don't worry about those people. That husband of hers? He's
a cop. He'd put
you in jail first chance he got. We'd never see each other again."
He looked
Louis hard in the face. "Is that what you want? For us
to be apart forever?"
Louis shook his head emphatically. "No, Darryl."
"Okay then," Darryl said. "You sit there and keep quiet for a
while, okay? I
need to think."
Louis nodded, reaching into the display next to him and handing his
brother
another pack of cigarettes.
***************************************
Snow - Part 5 of 8
***************************************
Storeroom
Saturday, December 21
8:27 p.m.
Mulder's chin nearly hit his chest, the movement startling him into
wakefulness. He groaned as his headache protested the sudden,
violent
movement. Scully, who leaned heavily against him, sat back to
eye him with a
concerned look.
"It's okay," he said. "I just dozed off for a second."
"How's your head?" she asked.
"Pounding, but still on my shoulders," he replied. "How are you doing?"
"I'd be better if it wasn't so damned cold in here," she admitted.
"The heat went off when they cut the power," Beth said. "Those
aren't the
brightest boys in the world."
"It's awfully quiet out there," Scully said. "What do you think is going on?"
"Darryl gave them until 8:30 to get him his transportation, so I have
a
feeling we'll be hearing something soon. Hopefully this will
all be over and
we'll be snug in our beds before midnight."
Scully took a deep breath, and Mulder looked over at her, recognizing
the
beginnings of another contraction. They were coming about 15
minutes apart at
this point and she'd been weathering them well, which came as no real
surprise
to him. She took them on with her typical businesslike authority,
as though
they were simply another of life's challenges to be met and overcome.
He'd been concerned at her tears earlier, until he realized that they
were
caused more by her distress over his injury than concern for herself
or her
own discomfort. He'd felt guilty then - guilty at acting so impetuously
and
guilty for frightening her so badly, causing her worry when she should
be
thinking about herself.
She grimaced, rocking forward a little as the contraction peaked.
Her hands
reached back and she pressed her knuckles hard into the small of her
back as
Mulder stroked her shoulder, counting softly through the contraction.
His
voice was soothing, helping her to focus.
"Okay, Scully," he said softly. "That's the worst of it.
Keep breathing,
you're doing great."
Beth smiled. These two were amazing together. She'd never
seen two people so
in sync, so attuned to each other's every move. Their conversation
was almost
fluid, and seemed almost unnecessary. It was almost as if they
spoke without
using words. Despite the horrendous situation, she envied them.
She'd never
been a religious woman, but took the opportunity to offer up a silent
prayer
to keep these two and their baby safe from harm.
Scully let out a deep cleansing breath. "Okay," she said, her
eyes closed as
she came back to herself. "I'd like to take this opportunity
to curse the
maternity gods for allowing me to experience back labor."
Beth smiled sympathetically. "You poor thing. I know how
painful that can
be."
Scully sighed. "Could someone please haul me up off this floor?
I'd like to
stand for a while. If I can get this kid to shift a little it might
help
some."
Mulder stood, taking her hands and lifting her easily to her feet.
She began
to pace slowly around the small space, her hands clasped under her
belly to
support the extra weight.
"You have kids, Beth?" she asked.
Beth nodded. "Two great boys, both grown. I've got my first
grandchild on
the way, too. A little girl due on my birthday in February."
"What about your husband?" Mulder asked.
"He died in a car accident five years ago," she said. "Drunk driver
broadsided him, killed him instantly. He was on his way home
from work. He
had two weeks to go before retirement - we'd already booked tickets
on a
Caribbean cruise. It was a trip we'd always dreamed of taking."
She paused
for a moment, lost in her memories. "Funny how things happen
sometimes."
Mulder put a hand on her shoulder. "I'm sorry, Beth."
She smiled at him. "We had a good life together. We were happy,
too, but - we
didn't have what you two have. You two were meant to be together.
I mean, I
don't even really know you, but it's just so clear."
Mulder looked up at Scully.
"Don't ever take it for granted," Beth continued. "Most people
never get what
you have."
************************************
Storeroom
Saturday, December 21
8:40 p.m.
Scully was still pacing, Mulder and Beth joining her in an attempt to
keep
warm. Mulder stopped as he met Scully head-on during one of her
circuits, and
he smiled down at her for a moment before taking her into his arms.
"Admit it, Mulder," she said, her voice muffled as she spoke into his
sweater.
"You only want me for my body heat."
Placing one hand on each side of her head, he gently pulled her head
up to
look into his eyes. He leaned down and kissed her firmly on the
forehead. "I
want you for that, and a lot more, Scully."
She smiled tenderly at him, clutching his arms suddenly as a huge crash
came
from outside the door. The sudden change from the relative silence
made the
sound all the more terrifying, and all three jumped, looking toward
the locked
door.
"Oh, no," whispered Mulder.
The door slammed open hard and Darryl stood in the entrance to the small
room,
waving his gun at them. Mulder moved his body protectively in
front of his
wife, shielding her as best he could.
"They've screwed with me long enough!" shouted Darryl. He pointed
his gun at
Beth. "You. Old woman! You come with me!" He grabbed
Beth roughly by the
arm, pulling her out into the store.
"What are you doing?" shouted Mulder. "What are you doing with
her? What's
going on?"
"They're gonna see what happens when they fuck with me!" shouted Darryl.
"They're gonna see . . . "
The door slammed hard, plunging them back into darkness.
Scully gripped Mulder's arm tightly. "Mulder . . . Oh, God . . . "
They stood frozen in the middle of the room. From what seemed
miles away,
they heard shouting. First Darryl's voice, the shouted words
unintelligible,
his fury clear. Then another, slightly mechanical - the police
speaking to
him through a loudspeaker. Though they couldn't understand the
words, the
tone, the cadence of the officer's voice was an attempt to calm the
angry man.
There was silence for a moment, and Scully held her breath, allowing
a
moment's hope.
And then she heard the gunshot.
************************************
Scully hadn't said a word when they heard the gun go off, she merely
slid
slowly down Mulder's body, his hands reaching out to support her as
she sat
heavily on the floor. He knelt down beside her, taking her into
his arms as
she cried, his own tears spilling over, glistening in her hair.
They sat like that for a moment when the next contraction hit her with
a
renewed ferocity. She clutched at her back, moaning softly as
her earlier
control abandoned her. Mulder's hand reached up to stroke her hair.
"Okay, Scully," he murmured soothingly. "Breathe through it."
She shook her head against his chest. "God, Mulder," she gasped.
"Oh, please
. . . I need to stand up."
He got to his feet quickly, pulling her up gently. She began to
walk,
stopping to lean over a pile of boxes as the pain reached
its peak. Mulder
stood watching her helplessly. She groaned, attempting to relieve
the
discomfort as her hands rubbed at the small of her back. When
he attempted to
take over for her, she pushed him away, resuming her pacing as the
spasm
slowly began to let up.
She took deep breaths as the contraction abated, wiping furiously at
the tears
still soaking her face. Mulder was desperate to help her, but
didn't know
how. She was panicked, and he didn't have the first clue what
to do.
Slowly, she began to calm, her breathing becoming more even. Unsure
of her
reaction and nearly frozen by his fear of her rejection, he tentatively
stepped up close to her, reaching out to wipe a tear away with his
thumb. She
allowed his touch, and, without looking at him, took a step forward
and leaned
into him, her arms tight against her chest. Relieved, he wrapped
himself
around her.
"I'm sorry, Mulder," she whispered.
"Shh . . . " Mulder stroked her hair. "Scully -"
"I'm sorry." She pulled back to look into his eyes. "I *don't*
want to die.
I *don't* want anything to happen to you and I *don't* want to have
my baby
here." She looked at him, desperate for him to understand the
magnitude of
her fear, the hopeless desperation of it. "I'm scared, Mulder."
He cupped her cheek. "I know you're afraid, Scully. You're
always so strong,
so in control. And now you've lost control of everything, including
what's
happening inside your own body." She embraced him, her arms wrapping
tightly
around his waist. "We're gonna get out of this, Scully.
I promise."
She smiled sadly at him. "Don't make promises you can't -"
Once again, they started in surprise as the door to the storeroom slammed
open. Darryl and Louis stood there, Darryl's clothing splattered
with blood.
He smiled as he took in their embrace.
"Isn't that sweet. Aren't you two just the cutest couple?" he snickered.
"What happened to Beth?" Scully asked softly.
"You mean the old woman? I had to make an example of her.
It wasn't my fault
- if the fucking police had listened to me in the first place, it never
would
have happened!!" He raised his gun to point at Mulder's head.
"Let's go.
Both of you."
Scully's heart skipped a beat. He was going to kill them.
"Where are we going?" Mulder asked, his voice calm.
"The cops finally figured out who's running things," said Darryl.
"Our
transportation's here. We're taking a little trip together."
Darryl grabbed Mulder by the arm, pulling him away from Scully and shoving
him
toward Louis. "Louis, take him."
He turned to Scully, taking her arm. He looked at her for a moment.
"You
don't look so great, honey. I think you need some fresh air."
Grabbing her arm, he shoved her out of the room. She walked in
front of him,
his gun occasionally poking her in the back as though he was afraid
she'd
forget he had it.
"Darryl," Mulder said quietly. "Please, she's not feeling well.
Let her go
now. I'll go with you. I won't make any trouble.
You don't need her
anymore."
Darryl snickered. "That's where you're wrong, Mr. FBI. She's
the one that's
going to make sure we get out of here safely. They'll think twice
before
shooting at a poor defenseless pregnant woman. Right, Louis?"
Louis nodded, his eyes lowered. "Right, Darryl."
They reached the front of the store, and Darryl picked up the manager's phone.
"We're coming out now. Remember what I said. Any shit and
I shoot these last
two hostages." Darryl laughed quietly. "Actually, I guess
you could say
three hostages." He put his arm around Scully's neck, leaning
down to look
into her face. Mulder saw her cringe a little as she got a big
whiff of
Darryl's breath. "I've got two for the price of one, here."
He slammed down
the phone.
"Okay, listen up," he said, seriously. "There's a van parked right
outside
the front door. Little Miss Dana here is going to walk right
in front of me.
She's going to climb in through the driver's side, and then scoot over
to the
passenger seat." He unzipped Scully's jacket, pulling it open
so that her
swollen belly was more obvious. "That's better. Let's make
sure they see
what they're risking by taking stupid chances, okay Dana?"
He turned to Mulder. "While your wife and I get into the front,
you and Louis
are going to get in the back. You try anything stupid, you even
look like
you're thinking about anything stupid . . . " He moved the gun
down, pressing
it hard into Scully's distended abdomen until she gasped. "I'll
shoot her
without a second thought. You got that, Mr. FBI?"
Mulder nodded. "You have my word. We'll do whatever you
ask. Just, please,
don't hurt her."
Darryl took a deep breath. "Let's go."
************************************
Scully could barely see through the falling snow as she moved slowly
out the
door. Darryl was tight behind her, his gun still held hard against
her belly.
His hot breath wafted over her face and he reeked of blood. The
smell made
her more than a little nauseous. Her eyes moved desperately around
the
parking lot.
Several dozen snow-covered police cars sat in the parking lot, and she
could
see blinking lights indicating that more cars were parked in the street.
A
dozen police officers, guns drawn, crouched sheltered behind car doors.
It
was very, very quiet, as if the world were holding its breath, waiting
to see
what would happen next. A bullhorn hanging uselessly from his
fingers, the
detective in charge watched them walk out of the store.
As they stepped
slowly toward the van, Scully continued to scan the faces of the officers,
comforted somewhat by the sight of all these people here to help them.
And
then she saw a familiar face.
Walter Skinner quietly opened the door of one of the police cars, climbing
out
to stand beside it. His eyes never left her face, and even from
a distance
she could feel his strength. He smiled at her, and she felt strangely
comforted.
They continued their slow walk to the van, their feet crunching on the
fresh
snow. They were nearly to the car when she slipped.
If Darryl's grip had been less that it was, the fall would have been
worse.
Her feet, hitting a patch of ice, slid out from underneath her, the
weight of
the baby pitching her forward so that she crashed heavily to her knees.
She
clutched her belly in an effort to protect the baby and was calmly
amazed that
she hadn't fallen face first into the snow.
She could feel the already-thick tension increase tenfold, and she was
terrified that the police would make a move of some kind, but Darryl
was next
to her instantly, crouching down so that she was still an effective
shield.
She felt the gun press into her temple, and she took a deep breath.
"I'm okay," she whispered. She turned her head slightly to look
at her
husband, who stood several paces behind them with Louis's gun pressing
into
his back. He looked at her with grave concern, his eyes large.
She knew it
was taking every molecule of control he had to keep from lunging at
Darryl.
"I'm okay," she repeated, to him this time.
Mulder closed his eyes for a moment, and when he opened them she saw
unshed
tears there.
Darryl pushed the gun hard against her forehead. "Get the fuck
up off the
ground. Now."
Scully nodded. "Okay," she said, a little breathless. "Okay."
Darryl grabbed her by the arm and hauled her roughly to her feet.
Her knees
were aching a bit, but the fall to the soft snow didn't seem to have
done any
serious damage. Mulder was somewhat relieved as he watched her
continue to
walk to the van. She seemed all right.
Slowly reaching out, Scully opened the door of the van. The step
up was high,
and she struggled to pull herself up to sit on the bench seat.
She paused for
a second to catch her breath, then slid over to the passenger side.
Darryl
climbed quickly in beside her, the gun again pressed to her head.
She heard
the side door open, and felt the car shift as Mulder and Louis got
into the
back seat, slamming the sliding door hard.
She would have given anything at that moment to be able to turn and
look at
Mulder.
Darryl turned the key and the van moved slowly toward the exit.
As they
started to pass the police, Darryl rolled down his window.
"I see anybody behind us," he shouted, "anybody - and we kill them both."
As they left the parking lot, Scully once again met Skinner's eyes,
and he
locked onto her as they drove out into the blinding snowstorm.
************************************
In the Van
Saturday, December 21
9:15 p.m.
For the next thirty minutes, Mulder watched Darryl's side mirror for
any sign
of pursuit, but he saw none. The snow was intense, the road in
front of them
covered in white, visibility seemingly only a few feet in front of
the car.
He had no idea how Darryl could see where he was going, but he seemed
to be
familiar with their route, having taken several sharp turns upon leaving
the
parking lot. Mulder held out little hope that anyone would have
kept up with
them. Helicopter pursuit, a nearly guaranteed method of catching
fleeing
criminals, was impossible in this weather.
He watched the back of Scully's head. He would have given anything
to have
been able to touch her, or to see her face. To know that she
was okay. She
moved then, pressing her forehead hard against the window, and in the
reflection he could see that her eyes were screwed tightly shut, her
forehead
creased. He recognized that she was suffering through another
contraction,
and she was trying like hell to hide it. He ached not to be able
to help her,
comfort her.
"Where are we going, Darryl?" he asked, his eyes not moving from Scully.
"There's been nobody following us, just like they promised. Why
don't you
pull over and let us out?"
Darryl shook his head. "Would you shut up for two minutes?
Don't talk. Just
sit there."
Mulder sat back as he watched Scully shift, sitting up to lean forward,
one
hand up against the dashboard as the other covered her mouth.
"I'm going to be sick," she said, her voice shaky. "Please.
Pull the car
over."
Darryl looked at her, amazed that she would ask such a thing.
"Look,"she whispered. "Either you pull over and let me out for
a minute, or I
throw up in here."
Darryl hit the brakes, the car sliding a little before coming to a stop.
Scully jumped out and walked a few feet before she dropped to her knees
and
vomited into the snow.
Mulder was frantic. "Let me help her, please!"
Darryl turned, pointing the gun at him. "Shut up. You sit
there and don't
move, or I'll put a bullet through her. You got that?"
Mulder watched Scully as she continued to empty her stomach, then sit
back on
her legs. She picked up a small handful of snow and held it to
her lips.
Darryl turned to Louis.
"Go get her."
Mulder watched as Louis, concern etched in his face, gently helped Scully
to
her feet. She smiled gratefully at him, leaning on him as they returned
to the
car.
Scully stopped before moving back into the van. "Darryl, I think
it would
help if I could lie down." She searched his face for some modicum
of
humanity. "Please."
He shook his head in disgust. "All right, fine. Louis, you
switch places
with her, let her get in the back."
Louis helped Scully to slide into the back seat next to Mulder, then
climbed
into the front as they drove away. Mulder pushed the hair back
from Scully's
forehead, taking in the perspiration and the pallor of her skin.
She gave him
a weak smile, then scooted down on her side, laying her head on his
lap.
Mulder stroked her forehead, running his hand over her hair in a feeble
attempt to provide comfort. She closed her eyes.
Darryl made another turn - they appeared to be out of the city now,
on a road
that was becoming more and more treacherous. Mulder tried frantically
to
gauge their location, but there were no street signs, no buildings
visible for
the last several miles. Then, a sign by the side of the road,
nearly
unreadable because of the snow plastered across it.
They were headed into the mountains.
***************************************
Snow - Part 6 of 8
***************************************
Inside the Van
Saturday, December 21
9:35 p.m.
Lulled by the gentle stroking of Mulder's hands, Scully had fallen asleep.
Mulder was terrified by her listlessness, her obvious exhaustion.
Even in her
sleep, one arm wrapped tightly around her belly in an attempt to keep
their
child safe from outside harm. He placed his hand there as well,
gently
rubbing the thin covering that lay between him and his son.
Darryl and Louis were quiet in the front seat. Darryl had calmed
considerably, and was concentrating hard on the road in front of them.
They
were out in the middle of the forest now, and though the road had been
cleared
earlier, there was no chance of these roads seeing another snowplow
for a long
while. The van was four-wheel drive and equipped with snow tires,
but he
didn't think they'd get much further before the road became completely
impassible.
Scully stirred suddenly, looking up into his face as another contraction
took
its hold. Mulder glanced quickly at his watch. Seven minutes
since the last
one. They were getting closer together, and if Scully's reaction
to this one
was any indication, stronger. Under his hand, her felt her belly
grow tight,
amazed at the feeling under his fingertips. This was happening,
and there was
no way in hell to stop it. Scully buried her face in his leg
as she attempted
to endure the contraction as silently as possible. The back labor
continued
with a vengeance, and her hand reached back to clutch at the ache there.
She
felt Mulder push her hand aside as he dug his fist in to massage her
lower
back, and she pressed back hard against it, increasing the pressure
and the
excruciating relief it gave. Silently, he counted off the
seconds, and could
feel her tension lessen and then leave her body as he reached 60 seconds.
This one was long. She lay heavily against him and he continued
the massage
while her breathing slowed.
Turning awkwardly onto her back, her head still in his lap, she looked
up at
him and smiled. Her face glistened with perspiration, and he
wiped it from
her forehead, smoothing her hair back.
"I need to sit up," she whispered. He helped her up, and she leaned
into him,
her head tucked under his chin. He continued his caresses - stroking
her
forehead, her hair, down her arm, up her back to her shoulder, only
to start
the process over. He leaned his head down so that his mouth was
against her
ear.
"I love you," he whispered, and she moved her arms around him to hold
him more
tightly.
The car hit a patch of ice and skidded sickeningly before Darryl was
able to
get control back. Scully sat up to look out the window as the
car slowed. She
reached down to tighten her seat belt, and glanced over to be sure
that Mulder
was wearing his. Darryl reached forward to wipe the condensation
from the
windshield. At this point, it was nearly impossible to see more
than a few
feet in front of the car.
"Are we almost there, Darryl?" Louis asked his brother.
Darryl nodded. "It's just another couple of miles, I think.
The signs are
all - Shit!" The car suddenly went into another, wider skid,
and he had
nearly regained control when they hit another patch of ice. The
back of the
van swung out wildly, and they began to fishtail across the road.
"Darryl!" Louis screamed.
Darryl continued to attempt corrections and Mulder watched him, impressed
at
the skill of his driving as he attempted to bring the vehicle back
under his
control. He turned into the skid, but the van was out of control
and headed
straight for a stand of trees. Mulder pushed Scully down on the
seat,
throwing himself over her as they careened across the highway.
It was eerily
quiet as they skidded across the snow, and he felt Scully grasp his
arm
tightly as the van flipped over.
For a moment, the only sound came from the high wine of the still-spinning
tires. Mulder was dazed, shocked to still be alive, when he felt movement
beneath him.
"Scully!" he said. He pulled himself up, pushing the hair out
of her face.
She looked up at him, reaching a hand up to touch his cheek.
"Are you all
right?" he asked.
She nodded. "I think so. Are you okay?"
He did a mental check of body parts for a moment, then nodded.
"Yeah, I'm
fine."
Mulder looked up to see Darryl and Louis moving in the front seat.
They, too,
had apparently escaped unhurt, and were attempting to extricate themselves
from the car.
Mulder reached down to undo his seat belt. The van lay on its
side, and he
eased himself down to help Scully out of her belt. Standing on
the side
window, he reached up over his head to open the van door. Snow
began to fall
into the interior.
"Okay, Scully," he said. "You're sure you're okay? Don't
try to get up
unless you're sure."
"I'm fine, Mulder," she nodded. "Really." She reached for
his hand and he
pulled her to a standing position.
He pointed up toward the open door. "I'm gonna boost you up, and
you put your
foot on the headrest there. Then pull yourself out, okay?"
Scully let out a breath. This scenario seemed unlikely.
"Sure, Mulder.
Sounds like a cinch to me."
He smiled at her. "Good thing you kept going to those aerobics
classes, huh?
Come on. You can do it." He reached down, and she put a
foot into his linked
hands. "Ready?"
She nodded uncertainly, and he began to lift her gently up toward the
open
doorway. She reached up to grasp the door handle.
"Gee, Scully," gasped Mulder. "You put on a little weight lately?"
"Yuk it up, Mulder," Scully said as she neatly moved her foot over to
stand on
the headrest. Pulling one leg through the doorway, she awkwardly
clambered
onto the side of the car, then sat gasping from the physical exertion.
A second later, Mulder was beside her, his hand grasping her shoulder.
"You
okay?" he asked.
"Fine," she said. "What happened to Darryl and Louis?"
Mulder glanced around and spotted them several yards away, staring at
the
wreckage. They seemed to be in the middle of a heated argument.
"They're
watching us. Come on, let's get down."
Scully looked to the ground. "How?"
Mulder let himself slide slowly, then jumped down to the ground, landing
neatly on his feet.
"Scully? Okay, you let yourself slide down as far as you can, then I'll
reach
up and grab you."
"Mulder -"
"It's okay, Scully, I promise I won't let you fall."
Scully sat perched on the edge of the vehicle. It really wasn't
that far a
drop, but her body was so awkward and she had so little strength left
she was
afraid that she'd be unable to catch herself if she started to slip.
Slowly,
she eased herself over the side, clutching at the bottom of the doorway
to
lower herself down. Just when she felt she could no longer support
her
weight, she felt Mulder's hands on her legs, and he supported her as
she slid
down. She stood there in his embrace for a moment while she caught
her
breath.
"They're still watching. Let's sit down for a minute, Scully."
He brushed
the snow off a large rock and they sat down close to each other.
She zipped
her jacket up to her chin and flipped the hood up to keep off the falling
snow. She watched as Mulder did the same.
"What do you think they're arguing about?" she asked.
"Us," said Mulder.
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Mulder and Scully watched as Louis turned and walked away from his brother.
It was the first time Scully had seen Louis actually stand up to his
brother,
and it appeared to be one of the first times Darryl had experienced
it as
well. He was livid - his face bright red as he walked after Louis,
grabbing
him by the collar of his jacket as he pulled him toward the two agents.
Scully felt her stomach clench as they approached.
"This is where we say goodbye," said Darryl.
Louis stood silently, his head hanging.
"Look," said Scully. "You can just let us go. By the time
we reach anybody,
you'll be long gone. They'll never find you."
"Darryl," Louis whispered. "Let them go. Please, Darryl."
"Damn it, Louis!" Darryl screamed. "We don't have a choice, don't
you see?
He's a cop! They're not gonna stop until they find us!"
"If you kill a cop, it'll be worse for you," said Mulder calmly.
"Besides,
Dana's not a cop. Let her go. Please. Do anything
you want with me, but
please don't hurt her."
"Stop trying to confuse me," spat Darryl. He raised his gun, and
Mulder took
a step in front of Scully.
Scully searched frantically for something to say, something to convince
this
man to let them go. She thought back over the years of training
- the
psychology courses, the hostage negotiation guidelines. There
was nothing -
her mind was a black void. There was nothing but the terror.
She grasped
Mulder's hand and held tightly. He squeezed back, his eyes never
leaving
Darryl's face.
"It's not too late, Darryl." Mulder's voice was so calm.
Scully moved closer
until she stood tight against him. "It's not too late to avoid
making a
terrible mistake. We'll testify on your behalf, tell them that
you had the
chance to kill us and didn't do it. Please, Darryl. Let us go."
Darryl smiled. A trickle of blood dripped from a tiny cut on his
forehead,
and he reached up to wipe it away. "No deal." He cocked
the trigger and
Scully grasped Mulder's hand more tightly, feeling him as he moved
aside to
more fully block her from the impending gunshot.
'Oh, Mulder,' she thought sadly. 'He'll just kill me with the
next one.' She
closed her eyes.
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The gunshot sounded huge as it echoed off the surrounding mountains.
Scully
reached out, grabbing Mulder around the waist, her head pressed into
his back
as she waited for him to fall. His hand came up and grasped her
arm. He was
still standing. Why was he still standing?
Scully opened her eyes, pulling away from her husband and moving around
to see
his face
"Mulder," she gasped. "Oh, God." His face and the front
of his jacket were
covered with blood.
He grasped her by the arms. "It's all right, Scully. It's not my blood."
"What-" she whirled around, taking in the scene in front of her. "Oh, God."
Darryl lay face down in the snow, the back of his head blown away to
expose
what was left of his brain. His blood soaked into the snow and
Scully, in
shock at the gruesome sight, thought vaguely how it looked like a cherry
snowcone. She stared at him for a moment before looking up to
see Louis, who
still grasped tightly to the gun that had killed his brother.
He was in
shock, unable to take his eyes off the gory sight.
Mulder moved then, using his scarf to wipe the blood from his face as
he took
a cautious step toward Louis. "Louis? Why don't you give
me the gun now,
okay?" He reached his hand out.
"I killed him," whispered Louis. "I killed my brother."
"You had to, Louis," said Mulder. "You didn't have any choice.
It was the
right thing to do."
"No," said Louis. "It's not right to kill my brother. He
takes care of me.
He loves me."
Scully reached her hand out to him. "Louis, it's okay. Give
me the gun,
Louis."
Her voice seemed to bring him out of his reverie, and he looked over
at her.
"He was going to kill the baby."
Scully nodded, smiling. "I know, Louis." She put a hand
on her stomach.
"You saved the baby." She reached out again, and he placed the
gun in her
hand. She handed it to Mulder.
Louis began to sob quietly, falling to his knees, hands covering his
face.
Scully walked over to him and placed a hand on his head.
"It's okay," she whispered.
************************************
"We've got to get out of here," said Mulder, gathering the few supplies
he
could find in the back of the van. "Louis, your brother said
you weren't far
from where you were going."
Louis, still dazed, looked up to stare at Mulder in confusion.
"Louis. Where were you going? Is there a house near here
where you were
going to stay?"
Louis nodded. "A cabin."
"Where, Louis?" Scully asked gently. "Which way is it?"
"I think - it's about two miles up the road. There's a red mailbox.
You have
to walk up the driveway and then you're there."
"Okay," said Mulder. "We need to go now. The snow's getting
deeper and it's
going to be a difficult walk as it is." He turned to Scully.
"You gonna be
okay?"
"I'm fine," she said. "Let's go. It's freezing out here."
Flipping on a flashlight, Mulder wrapped an arm around her waist as
they
started to trudge up the road. Louis walked in front of them,
silently
leading the way as his flashlight reflected off the snow. The
walk was a
difficult one - the snow was already quite deep and Scully was quickly
exhausted, even with Mulder's help.
"How about if I walk in front of you," he suggested. "You can
walk in my
footprints, the snow won't be so deep."
"Okay," she said, her breath coming heavily.
Mulder moved in front of her and she walked directly behind him, one
hand
grasping the back of his jacket. He craned his neck around to
look at her.
He was concerned - she was already so tired. They still had a
good mile and a
half to go, and that was assuming that Louis had correctly gauged the
distance. He didn't have much faith that was the case.
"Is that a little better?" he asked.
"Yeah."
"The doctor did say that walking was good while you're in labor, right?"
Scully smiled. "I don't know if this is exactly what he had in
mind. I think
he meant a nice little stroll around the hospital corridor. I
don't think he
meant a forced march through deep snow."
"Yeah, well, he's used to those wimpy pregnant women," Mulder turned
to grin
at her. "If nothing else, Scully, Brutus is going to love the
story of his
birth. He'll have all the other kids beat by a mile."
He looked down at Scully as a big smile crossed her face. "Hey,
Mulder," she
said pointing ahead. "Look!"
In the circle of Louis's flashlight, Mulder spotted the single most
beautiful
thing he'd ever seen.
Barely peeking out through the drifted snow stood a bright red mailbox.
************************************
A few yards from the cabin, Scully sagged as another contraction hit.
Mulder
scooped her up in her arms, carrying her up the steps to the wooden
porch.
Louis struggled with the doorknob, then turned in frustration.
He stared at
Scully, her arms tight around Mulder's neck, her head buried in his
shoulder.
"I don't have the key. It's in Darryl's pocket."
"Break the window," said Mulder. "Now, Louis. You go inside
and open the
door."
Louis did as he was told, and Mulder walked quickly inside the freezing
cabin,
setting Scully down gently on the sofa. He knelt in front of
her, pulling the
snow-covered hood away from her head. "You want to try the breathing
now,
Scully?" She nodded and began to pant her way through the contraction,
grasping his shoulders tightly, focused on his face. As the pain
started to
ebb, Mulder turned to Louis.
"Why don't you try to find a piece of wood or something to cover the
broken
window, okay Louis?"
Louis nodded and moved into the kitchen. Mulder turned back to
Scully. Her
eyes were closed.
"Okay?" he asked her.
She opened her eyes. "Yeah. They're getting stronger, Mulder."
"Yeah," he smiled sadly. "I can tell. I'm going to get a
fire going. You
just lie here and rest for a minute, okay?"
Mulder moved over to the fireplace and started throwing newspaper and
kindling
in, lighting it as he added several good-sized logs. The cabin
was only one
room - a nice size living area, comfortably furnished with a big couch
and a
couple of armchairs arranged around the stone fireplace. A kitchenette
was
tucked into the corner, and a small bathroom, apparently added recently,
was
located near the front door. There was no television or stereo,
and
naturally, no telephone.
Louis stood at the window, hammering a piece of wood over the broken
window
pane. He hadn't spoken a word since they'd started walking.
Mulder watched him for a moment. "Thanks, Louis, you're doing a great job."
Getting no response, Mulder opened a closet door and found several sleeping
bags, blankets and pillows. He pulled a pillow and two of the
blankets down
and returned to Scully, who lay dozing on the sofa. Her eyes
opened as he
knelt down next to her.
"Let's get you out of that jacket," he said, reaching to help her sit up.
"That fire feels great, Mulder," she said. "Although it looks
a little
asymmetrical. You feeling okay?"
Mulder smiled. "Yeah, well, I was in a hurry." He unzipped
her jacket and
she shrugged out of it. He placed the pillow down next to her.
"Okay, make
yourself comfortable, madame."
"Bathroom, Mulder?"
He pointed to the door. "You need some help?"
She ruffled his hair and smiled. "I think I can still manage to
pee alone."
She touched his face. "Don't worry, Mulder, I feel better already.
Really.
I feel safe now."
He smiled at her, helping her off the couch and watching her as she
moved
slowly to the bathroom, closing the door.
Louis finished with the window and stood looking at Mulder, not sure
what he
should do next. Mulder smiled at him.
"Great job, Louis. Why don't you come sit over here by the fire
and warm up,
okay?"
Louis put the hammer down and walked over to the fireplace where he
slumped
down in a chair, staring into the flames. Mulder looked at him, not
sure what
to say.
Scully came out of the bathroom carrying the few medical supplies she
could
scrounge from the tiny medicine cabinet. As she moved back into
the room, she
locked eyes with Mulder. He looked at Louis sympathetically,
then back to
her.
Louis had been unresponsive since the shooting, and Scully felt for
him. As
certain as she was that Darryl would have eventually gotten him killed,
without his brother he was now truly alone in the world. Scully
suspected
that, with their statements on his behalf, Louis would be spared any
jail
time, but would probably end up in a hospital or some sort of group
home. She
paused on her way back to the couch, placing a hand on his shoulder.
Mulder
watched her as she leaned down to look into Louis's face.
"How you doing, Louis?" she asked.
He looked into her eyes then, nodding. "I'm fine."
"You did a great job fixing the window, Louis," she said.
"It wasn't hard. I know how to nail things. Darryl showed me."
Wishing there was something she could say to comfort him, Scully patted
him on
the shoulder and moved to her husband.
"Come sit down, Mulder," she said. "I want to check your head."
"Scully, it's fine," he protested. "You don't need to worry about it now."
She took his hand and led him to the sofa. She plopped down on
the coffee
table in front of him and began to remove the makeshift bandage she'd
applied
in the store.
"Ow!" he groaned as she pulled the bandage off.
"I'm sorry, Mulder." She pushed the hair back from his forehead
to get a
better look. "It looks pretty good, actually. I'm just
going to put a little
of this antibiotic cream on it and change the bandage." She put
a little of
the cream on her finger and applied it gently to the wound. "How's
your
headache?"
"Better," he lied. "It's okay."
"Yeah, right." She finished applying the fresh bandage.
"Mulder, when you
have a bad headache you get this little line between your eyes.
Ironically
similar to this one that's right here now." She smoothed his
hair back and he
closed his eyes. Her hands moved across his forehead, then down
to his
temples to massage them gently. His head really was pounding,
and her hands
on him felt wonderful.
"I found some ibuprofen, too. That should help."
He opened his eyes and smiled at her. "Thanks."
She smiled back at him, her hand cupping his cheek, and he watched her
for a
moment, reading her eyes instinctively as he saw her focus leave him
and turn
inward. He put a gentle hand on her shoulder. "You want
to walk through it?"
he asked.
She nodded, and he helped her up, putting an arm around her waist as
they
paced the floor. She breathed through the contraction fairly
easily, leaning
against him slightly when it was over.
"You're getting good at this," Mulder said, helping her to sit back
on the
couch.
"Yeah," she grimaced. "It's a cinch." She lay down on her
side, pulling the
blanket up over her shoulder. God, it felt wonderful to lie down.
Mulder sat next to her. "Scully, how long do you think?
I mean, how much
time do you think we have before the baby comes?"
"I have no idea, Mulder. The baby still feels high to me, so it could
be
hours. Or things could move along quickly." She sighed.
"I'm no expert at
this, Mulder."
"I think I should go for help."
"No!" She sat up on one elbow. "No, Mulder. Please."
Tears threatened to
spill over. "I need you here, Mulder. I can't do this by
myself." She
grasped his arm. "Promise me, Mulder. Promise me you won't
leave."
Mulder leaned over and kissed her on the forehead. "Scully, I'm
sorry. I
won't leave, I promise. I promise." He pushed the hair
back from her
forehead, stroking her hair as she calmed.
Scully took a deep breath, trying to pull herself together. "Did
you see
Skinner back in the parking lot?"
Mulder nodded. "Yeah. They must have run the plates on my
car. I was
assuming they'd put a tracking device on the van, but they would have
been
here by now."
"Yeah, well with our luck, the damned thing probably fell off."
"Well," he smiled. "I do have some good news. This place
comes equipped with
a teapot and tea."
Scully smiled. "All the comforts of home."
"Not quite. They only have Earl Grey, Scully. These people have taste."
"I can make tea," said Louis. "I can make you some tea."
Scully smiled at him. "Yeah, Louis? That would be great.
I'd love it if
you'd make us all some tea."
Louis nodded, standing to shrug out of his coat. He moved into
the kitchen,
filling the teakettle with water.
Mulder put his hand on Scully's forehead. "Anything I can do for you?"
"You can stop worrying, Mulder. You don't need to fuss, really.
Just let me
be and I'll let you know if I need anything, okay?"
He smiled. "Deal. While Louis is making tea, I'm going to
get more
firewood." He looked up at Louis as the kettle started to whistle.
"How's it
going there, Louis?"
"Good," said Louis. "It's almost ready."
Mulder put his jacket on, grabbing Scully's scarf to wrap around his
neck.
"I'll be right back." He opened the door and was nearly pushed
back inside by
the force of the wind. Blowing snow flew through the room and
made little
sizzling noises as it hit the fire.
"Nice night!" Mulder shouted over the wind as he closed the door.
Louis carefully walked over to Scully, a steaming mug of tea in his
hands. "I
didn't spill any," he said proudly as she sat up to take it from him.
"Louis, it looks great!" She took a careful sip. "It's wonderful!
Aren't
you having any?"
"No," he said. "I don't like tea. I like cocoa."
Scully sat sipping the tea, rubbing slow circles on her abdomen.
Louis was
quiet for a moment, watching her.
"When will the baby come out, Dana?"
"I don't know, Louis," she answered. "Pretty soon, maybe."
"It hurts, doesn't it?" he asked. "Why does it hurt?"
Dana sighed. She didn't feel up to a long explanation about the
process of
childbirth, and she didn't think that was what Louis was looking for
anyway.
"It hurts some, Louis. That's just the way it works. That's
how the baby
gets pushed out."
Louis nodded. "Oh. You should have a doctor."
Scully smiled. "Well, that would be best, but since there's no
doctor here,
we'll have to do without. It'll be okay."
She felt the familiar pull as another contraction started. She
put the mug
down on the coffee table and stood, hoping that the walking would help
move
the baby down a little.
Louis stood too. "Does it hurt now, Dana?"
Scully nodded as she began pacing. "Yeah, it does, Louis.
Don't ask any more
questions, okay?" She moved over to the small kitchen table,
leaning over it
in an attempt to ease her back. She could feel Louis staring at her,
and it
was making her more than a little uncomfortable. "Louis,
why don't you see
if Mulder needs some help with the wood, okay?"
"Okay," he agreed, putting his coat on and hurrying out into the storm.
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End of Part 6/8
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Snow - Part 7 of 8
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The Cabin
Saturday, December 21
11:17 p.m.
By the time Mulder returned, Scully was curled up on the sofa, sipping
at her
tea.
"Hey," he said. "Took me forever to find the woodpile. The
tarp was covered
with snow. It's freezing out there." He dropped the wood
and moved over next
to her, warming his hands in front of the fire. "How's the tea?"
"Great. You want some?"
"Sure, I'll make it." Mulder looked around the small room. "Where's Louis?"
She frowned. "What do you mean? I sent him out to help you.
Didn't you see
him?"
Mulder shook his head, moving to put his coat back on. He went
back outside
and she moved to the window, watching him as he walked into the
blowing snow.
He quickly disappeared from sight, but she could faintly hear him over
the
howling wind as he called out for Louis.
Ten minutes, later, a nearly frozen Mulder returned. She helped
him out of
his jacket and sat him down in front of the fire, shoving a steaming
mug of
tea into his hands. "No luck?" she said.
"He's nowhere out there, Scully."
She sat heavily on the sofa. "Shit, Mulder, it's my fault.
He went to get me
a doctor."
"What do you mean?"
"He was asking me about labor, about the pain. I think he was
concerned about
me. He said I should have a doctor."
"Yeah, well let's hope he finds one."
"Mulder, he'll never survive out in that storm. He'll die out there."
"What do you expect me to do, Scully? You want me to go out and
look some
more?"
"No," she said. "Of course not. Dammit, Mulder, that's not what I meant."
Mulder was trying not to be angry at her, and he took another sip of
tea,
looking into the fire to try to calm himself.
"I'm sorry, Mulder," she whispered.
He shook his head and smiled at her. "Don't apologize, Scully.
We're both a
little stressed out."
"Look, Mulder, I need to tell you about something that has me a little
concerned, okay? It doesn't mean it's going to happen, but based
on the way
I'm feeling and some educated guessing . . . "
"Okay, Scully," he said, concerned. "Tell me."
"I'm having really strong contractions that are only about three or
four
minutes apart. I'm concerned that Brutus here hasn't moved down
enough." She
rubbed her hand across her stomach. "Usually, standing and walking
help, the
gravity helping to move the baby down with each contraction. That doesn't
seem
to be happening."
"Why not?"
"I'm not sure. It could be several things. It could be that
he's just not
ready to move yet."
Mulder frowned. "But that's not what you think."
"What I'm worried about is that there may be a problem because he's
so big.
Too big for me. From what I can tell, he's positioned correctly,
with his
head down, but he may be stuck." She frowned. "I mean,
my God, Mulder, look
at me. How the hell am I going to push this baby out?"
"Scully . . . " Mulder took her hand.
"I'm sorry," she said. "Really, everything could be just fine,
and I'll just
pop this kid right out."
Mulder smiled at her. "Is there anything we can do to help things
along?
Anything I can do?"
"Walking and standing through the contractions may still help," she
sighed.
"It's getting hard because I'm getting so tired. We can try pressing
down
with the next contraction, see if we can encourage him a little.
Getting him
to shift around might help with my back, too."
"Okay," Mulder nodded. "Scully, what happens if he doesn't move down?"
"There's not much else we can do, but let's not worry about that yet, okay?"
"Just let me know what you need, Scully."
"Okay," she said, taking a deep breath. She reached her hand out
to him.
"Let's walk through this one."
They paced around the room as the contraction built, and Scully placed
Mulder's hand atop her abdomen, showing him where to push down.
"Push," she gasped, clutching at her back. "You won't hurt me."
He pushed with what he felt was great pressure, but the baby refused
to budge.
The contraction ended, and Scully looked up to see his frustration.
She
patted his arm.
"It's okay. We'll try again with the next one." She grabbed
the edge of the
sofa, leaning over to rest her head on the cushions as she sought to
catch her
breath.
"You want me to rub your back?" Mulder asked.
"Oh, God, yes," she sighed.
He dug his thumbs into the small of her back and she groaned, pressing
hard
against him. He made small circles, moving slowly back and forth
between her
spine and hips, gratified when she moaned with relief. It was
only moments
later when he felt the muscles tighten as another spasm took hold.
"Damn," she cried. "God, Mulder, it hurts." She leaned forward
over the
couch, and Mulder reached out to pull her upright, her back against
his chest.
"Gravity, Scully," he said. "Come on, let's try this again."
Placing his hand on the top of her belly, he pushed down again, and
this time
he felt something shift. The feeling was startling, and he stopped
pushing.
Scully reached up to place her hand atop his and they both gasped as
the baby
suddenly slipped down on his own. Scully let out a great whoosh
of air.
"Oh, my God," she gasped. "I think that worked, Mulder. Jesus."
"That felt so weird," said Mulder, his hand still on her stomach.
She smiled, her eyes huge. "God, he really dropped down.
That may have just
saved me from a few extra hours of labor." She pulled away from
him. "I need
to lie down."
She moved back to the couch, pulling the blankets up to her chin and
closing
her eyes.
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The contractions were now coming very close together. It felt
as though one
started to build as the last abated, and she was increasingly exhausted.
She'd hoped that the back labor would abate when the baby moved, but
it
continued without mercy, and after several more contractions, she finally
asked Mulder for his help, groaning with relief as he massaged the
sore
muscles.
"Mulder," she moaned. "I'm going to owe you several hundred neckrubs
for
this."
Mulder smiled. "I'll hold you to that, Scully."
As the next contraction ebbed, she felt a wonderful coolness on her
face as
Mulder bathed her face with a wet washcloth. He ran the cloth
down over the
top of her chest, up across her face and forehead to brush her sweat-soaked
hair back. She smiled at him.
"Scully, you want some water?" She nodded, sitting up on her elbow to
swallow
a few sips of the cool liquid.
She handed the glass back to him as she grimaced again. She continued
to
amaze Mulder. Her pain threshold was higher than anyone
he'd ever known, and
she rode through these contractions with barely a sound. He knew
that the
back labor must be excruciating - the skin on her lower back was red
and raw
with the constant rubbing. She didn't seem to notice, just begged
him to
massage as hard as he could while the endless contractions continued.
He
tried to imagine himself in her position, and knew that he would have
been
screaming bloody murder by now.
He hoped her agony would end soon, but dreaded the moment when she was
ready
to push the baby out. He tried to be rational about the situation
- Scully
was a doctor, and as long as everything went smoothly, his biggest
responsibility would be to catch the baby without dropping him on his
head.
He was, however, terribly, terribly afraid of what might happen if
things
*didn't* go smoothly. If anything happened to Scully or the baby
. . .
He'd found clean towels and had a pot of water on the stove to boil.
At her
instruction, he'd put in a pair of scissors and a length of twine,
letting
them sit in the boiling water to sterilize them. He'd been to
the Lamaze
classes and seen the birthing videos, and Scully'd had him talk through
what
he needed to do when the baby came out. He was as ready as he'd
ever be.
She sighed, exhausted. "God, Mulder, I want this over. I'm so tired."
He ran his fingers over her hair. "I know you are. You're
doing great. It
can't be much longer now, do you think?"
"I don't know." She closed her eyes.
"You want to try and walk some more? See if that will speed things up?"
She seemed reluctant, but nodded. "Yeah, okay. Anything
to get this over
with."
He pulled her up slowly and she leaned heavily against him, her energy
completely spent. "Okay," she whispered. "Walk. I
remember how to do that."
His arm tight around her waist, Mulder led her halfway around the room
as he
sang softly. She was touched for a moment until she caught the
lyrics. As he
began to go into the second chorus of the theme from 'Rawhide', she
pinched
him hard on the arm. "You're a funny, funny man, Mulder."
He rubbed at his arm. "And you're a cruel woman when you're in
pain. I was
just trying to entertain."
She stopped mid-stride and looked at him. "Mulder, I'm gonna be sick . . . "
"Come on, Scully," he smiled. "It wasn't that bad."
"Mulder -" she rushed to the sink, making it there just in time to empty
what
little was left in her stomach.
"Scully, I'm sorry -" he rubbed her shoulder sympathetically.
"I thought you
were kidding."
She glanced at him. "Who says it's not your singing that's making
me
nauseous?" She groaned, leaning back to let him support her weight.
"And who
the hell said that giving birth was a beautiful thing? I'd like
to shoot them
right between the eyes."
"Please, Agent Scully. Try to control the violent thoughts.
I'm trapped
alone in this room with you, ya know. Don't scare me."
On their return trip to the couch, they made it nearly halfway before
Scully
stopped short, her eyes wide. "Mulder!" she gasped. "Something's
happening."
Mulder blanched. He moved her quickly to the sofa, but she grabbed his arm.
"No, it's too narrow. The floor." She grimaced. "Oh,
God, hurry Mulder. I
want to push."
Mulder threw the blankets and pillows down in front of the fireplace,
lowering
Scully gently to the floor.
"Mulder, I need you to check and see if you can see the baby's head,
okay? I
can fell it pressing."
Mulder helped her to remove her clothing, including her sweater, so
that all
she was wearing was a pair of wool socks and her T-shirt.
When he finally got her settled on the floor, he moved to check her
progress.
He'd been a little skittish during the birthing videos they'd seen,
and Scully
was concerned that he'd be queasy, but her fears disappeared when he
saw the
look in his eyes. "I can see the top of his head, Scully.
Oh my God. He's
got tons of dark hair."
Scully smiled. "Yeah? He's gonna take after his father's
side of the family,
huh?" She closed her eyes. "Okay, Mulder, I need to push
through this one."
Grabbing her knees, she pressed hard against the couch, a long guttural
moan
escaping from her lips. Mulder watched as the baby's head started
to move
toward him, then back up again as the contraction ended. Scully
lay back,
gasping for air.
He rubbed her bare leg. "It's okay Scully, we'll get there next time."
A couple of minutes passed and she was ready to push again. He
watched her
face as she struggled to push the baby out. Her concentration
was complete.
There was nobody else in her world right now - nothing else to be done
in the
universe but push this baby out of her body. He looked down again
to watch
the baby's head move out a bit before once again moving back up.
Scully lay back, frustrated. For the first time, he saw tears
form in her
eyes and spill down her cheeks. He moved to the sink to soak
the washcloth in
cool water, returning to bathe her face and neck. She was fighting
hard but
couldn't seem to stop the tears.
"Scully?"
"Mulder, I don't think I can do this," she gasped. "I'm so tired.
He's too
big - I can't push him out."
He took her hand in his, squeezing tight. "Scully, I hate to tell
you this,
but you don't have a choice. Dana, just one good push and Brutus
will be in
your arms.
"Mulder?"
"Yeah?"
"We're not really going to name this poor child Brutus, are we?"
"God, Scully," he said. "I certainly hope not."
"Okay, Mulder, here we go." She moaned, her face screwed up tight
as she
pushed with all her strength.
Mulder smiled as the baby's head came out with a little popping noise.
He
reached out to support the tiny head. "Scully - his head's out.
He's
beautiful. He's gorgeous."
Another couple of contractions passed, and she was still working to
get the
shoulders through. She was becoming more and more exhausted,
and there was
some blood now. Mulder was starting to get frightened.
"Scully, what should I do?"
"Try to turn the baby just a little bit, very gently." Her words
were slurred
with exhaustion. "Just turn him, Mulder - don't pull. See
if you can ease
one of the shoulders out."
Mulder manipulated the baby a little, and, with the next contraction,
a tiny
shoulder popped through, followed soon thereafter by the other shoulder
and
then, with one more massive effort from Scully, the rest of the baby.
He let
out a hearty cry, and Mulder laid him on Scully's stomach. She
was crying
softly as she ran her hands over the baby. Mulder retrieved the
implements
from the pan of hot water, cut the cord and wrapped the baby in a small
blanket which had been warming by the fire. He handed the baby
to Scully,
using the washcloth again to wipe her face. One final contraction
and the
placenta was easily delivered.
Soon afterward Scully and the baby were wrapped in blankets in front
of the
fire. Having done everything he could think of to do, Mulder
finally lay down
next to his wife. Tears continued to flow from her eyes, and
he brushed them
away. "Scully, what's wrong? Are you still in pain?"
She smiled warmly at him. "No, Mulder. I've just never been
so tired in my
life. Or so happy. I can't seem to get control over the
tears." She pulled
the blanket back to get a better look at the baby's face. "I
can't believe
it's over. Our baby is finally here." She leaned over to
Mulder, kissing him
gently. "Thank you. You were amazing."
"You were pretty amazing yourself, you know." He leaned down to
look at the
baby, sleeping peacefully between them. "He's gorgeous, isn't
he, Scully? I
think he may be part conehead, but he's still beautiful."
Scully smiled. "Yeah, well he had a pretty tight squeeze on his
way out.
He's got a big head, which is obviously a Mulder trait. I bet
you looked just
as pointed when you came out."
"Never. I was perfect, Scully." He pushed the hair off her
forehead. "Hey,
you need anything? Something to drink? I think you've earned
some
refreshment."
"Just some water. Thanks."
Mulder moved into the kitchen to retrieve a glass of water. When
he returned,
Scully was fast asleep. He smiled down at his family and
lay down next to
them, his arm reaching around them both to keep them safe.
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Snow - Part 8 of 8
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The Cabin
Sunday, December 22
8:43 a.m.
An hour later, Scully awoke feeling much refreshed. Mulder lay
beside her
with the baby on a big pillow between them. He couldn't seem
to take his eyes
off his son and she watched him for a moment as he ran his fingers
gently over
the baby's head. Feeling her eyes watching him, he looked over
and smiled.
"Hey," he whispered. "How you feeling?"
"Good," she said. "I feel good. Actually, I feel like a shower."
Mulder looked concerned. "Are you sure, Scully? Maybe you
should just rest
for a while."
"I'll just take a quick one," she whispered. "I promise I'll call
if I need
you, okay?"
He nodded.
She looked down at the baby. "We should try to find something
to diaper him
in, or we're going to be sorry."
Mulder pulled down the baby's blanket, revealing a rather enormous diaper
made
of intricately folded paper towels and held together with scotch
tape.
Scully laughed.
"Brilliant work, MacGyver. Think you can build us a car out of
paper clips
and rubber bands so we can go home?"
"Go take a shower, Scully."
She sat up slowly in an attempt to gauge how sore she was going to be.
Mulder
watched her.
"How goes it? You okay?"
"Well, I feel like I've been hit by a truck, actually, but other than that -"
He stood up to help her to her feet, pausing for a moment while she
got her
balance. "Sure you can stay upright by yourself?"
"Mulder, I feel light as a feather now." She looked down at her
still very
pregnant-looking body. "Well, like a very large, bulging feather."
She
kissed him on the nose. "I'll be fine," she said, and floated
off to the
bathroom.
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Fifteen minutes later, Scully felt wonderfully clean and warm. Wrapped
in a
big terry cloth robe they'd found in the closet, she was making a first,
fairly unsuccessful attempt to get the sleepy baby interested in her
breast.
Mulder watched with fascination.
"This is the most relaxed baby I've ever seen in my life," she said.
"Let's
hope he stays that way."
"Yeah, well, he's had a big day," said Mulder, smiling.
"Haven't we all . . . " she said. The baby finally took a tentative
mouthful
of nipple. "Yow," she grimaced. The baby quickly lost interest
and went back
to sleep.
"Guess he's not hungry, huh?" asked Mulder.
Scully covered herself and leaned against her husband, her eyes closed.
She
was still so tired. He wrapped her up, kissing her on the top
of her still
damp head.
"There's still one thing left to do, Scully."
"I know. I can't believe we haven't come up with a name for this
poor child.
We really can't keep calling him Brutus. Although with the size
of him, it's
fitting."
"Well," said Mulder. "Maybe we should name him something symbolic.
Like the
Indians do, you know? Name him after the first thing he saw."
Scully smiled. "You were the first thing he saw, Fox."
Mulder frowned. "Oh, yeah. I can't do that to the poor kid.
The Fox thing
ends right here." He looked around the room, watching as the
snow continued
to fall outside the window. "Snowflake?"
"Snowflake Mulder? I don't think so."
"Scully?"
"Hmm?"
"Do you think he'll like us? Do you think he'll become a teenager
and not
want to be caught dead in the same room with us?"
Scully pondered for a moment. "Probably. But he'll like
us at first." She
patted Mulder's leg. "We'll have a few good years before he learns
to despise
us, Mulder. And then...we'll have our memories."
Mulder sighed, turning his head toward the window. "Did you just
hear
something?"
"Hear what, Mulder? It's just the storm."
"No, I -"
The front door of the cabin swung open to reveal a very tense, very
snow-
covered Walter Skinner.
"Oh, sure, now you show up," said Mulder.
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The troops had finally arrived - several police officers were milling
around
outside while the paramedics checked the baby. Pronouncing him
perfect in
every way, they handed him to Mulder while they turned their attentions
to
Scully.
"You deliver this baby, Mulder?" Skinner was smiling at him as
he nodded.
"He's beautiful. Congratulations."
"Thank you sir, but I think Scully deserves most of the credit."
He looked at
the paramedic. "How is she?"
"She looks fine." The paramedic looked down at Scully. "You
tore a little,
but a couple of stitches and you'll be as good as new. I'd recommend
you come
with us to the hospital - they might want you to stay overnight, just
as a
precaution, but you should all be home for Christmas." She covered
Scully
with a blanket and they left to retrieve the stretcher from the ambulance.
Skinner moved to sit on the coffee table, taking Scully's hand in his.
"The
baby's beautiful, Scully. How are you feeling?"
She smiled at him. "I'm fine, sir. Just a little tired.
What took you so
long?"
"We had a tracking device on the van, but it malfunctioned."
Scully turned to look at her husband. "Told you."
"Louis made it to a house a few miles up the road. He kept repeating
over and
over that they 'needed to get a doctor for Dana'. They called the police,
who
finally got him calmed down enough to tell them where you were."
"He's okay?" asked Scully.
"He's fine."
The paramedics returned and tucked Scully in for the long ride to the
hospital. Mulder stood holding the baby and she smiled wearily
at him as they
wheeled her out. She was asleep again before they loaded her
into the
ambulance.
Skinner clapped a hand on Mulder's shoulder, looking down into the baby's
sleeping face. "So, Mulder, I haven't heard the baby's name yet.
What's it
going to be?"
Mulder handed the baby to the paramedic as he stepped up into the back
of the
ambulance.
"Well, sir, we've been toying with the idea of 'Snowflake', actually."
Skinner nodded at him, a tight smile crossing his features. "Mulder?
That
bump on the head? You might want to have that checked when you
get to the
hospital."
Mulder nodded. "I'll do that, sir."
"And Mulder?"
"Yes, sir?"
"Don't fill out any forms - any birth certificates or anything - until
Scully's awake, okay?"
Mulder was thoughtful for a moment, then nodded. "Okay, sir."
The door to the ambulance slammed shut and Skinner stood quietly,
watching as
it pulled away.
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C'EST TOUT!!
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Author's Notes
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This was a story unlike anything I've written before and, surprisingly,
one of
the most enjoyable experiences I've had. It started out as a
little
experiment - a short little M&S married story to see if I could
do it, and
then I just couldn't seem to keep them out of trouble. The little
five page
story turned into this monster.
I'm one of those strange people who does not, under any circumstances,
want to
see romance on the show, but doesn't mind reading a well-written MSR
if the
characters stay as true as possible to the characters on the show.
That's not
easy to find, and I tried very hard to do that here. I hope I
was successful.
I'd love to hear what you thought, including suggestions to correct
any
inaccurate medical information.
Thanks again for reading - I hope you enjoyed!!
Angela A.
LuvTheBeez@aol.com